My Big Brother, Niall Horan

Chapter 8

Finally. Back in Millingar. Away from the fans, away from Demi, away from my bitch brother who I so desperatley miss, even though I'm mad at him, I really do love him and miss him.

I explained the whole situation to my mom, she believes me, and she thinks Niall's crazy for not. Really, honestly. Why would I lie about that? I tried to be friends with Demi, she's the one who doesn't like me.

All I did was lay in Niall's bed all day. Nothing else, I tweeted, and called him, saying happy birthday to Liam, but nothing to Niall. I only layed in his bed because I missed him, it smelled like him, being in his room just reminded me so much of him, so his bed is filled with tears, blood, and insulin. I kept a cooler next to the bed with the insulin inside of it.

I got out of bed for nothing. I didn't go to the bathroom, I didn't eat or drink anything so I would have to go, I didn't see my friends, I never talked to anyone I just layed in Niall's room and cried all day every day.

I had finally stopped crying, but when my phone started to ring, I didn't even look to see who it was before answering it.

"Hello?" my voice sounded like it hadn't been used in DAYS

"Adriana Nevaeh! Why would you leave without telling me? BY YOURSELF?! I was so fucking worried about you!!!!" He yelled

"Why would you be worried about me? You don't like me because I lied about your bitch?"

"DON'T CALL HER THAT!!! Drey I love you! Don't ever say that I don't, just because you were lying doesn't mean-"

"I WASN'T LYING!!!!!!!" I yelled sitting up and more tears fell, hearing his voice made me cry. From the way he sounded he was crying too.

"Demi said she NEVER said tha-"

"Yeah but you know Demi's an actress, a really good actress! Why, WHY, would I ever lie about that, especially to you! I tried to be friends with Demi!" I said

"Dre-"

I hung up before he could finish. I cried and slid back down so I was on my back. I picked up my blade and started to just shred up my arms.

~~~~Next week~~~~

Niall had been texting me non-stop for the past week telling me how much he cared, how much he loved me, how much he would be there for me.

Right before Taylor's show, I went to the boys show, none of them knew. I was gunna sing "Liar Liar" by Christina Grimmie.(here's the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NadT0kfP7Zo&feature=BFa&list=PL123BA982BBFA288F)

Lou curled my hair, whic was now a little over half way down my back, and took half of it and pulled it back leaving my bangs out and the other half down. I was wearing leather jeans and a black shirt, the sleeves were flowy, it hugged my middle, and it was flowy around my stomach again. I honestly wasn't the skinny girl in town, I was a little over weight, from eating like Niall, but actually being able to put on weight.

Lou put eyeliner, mascara, and concealer on me then told me to stand by the wall so she could take a picture. "You look absolutley beautiful!" she said

She took the picture and posted it on twitter.

@louteasdale: Doesn't she look absolutly beautiful? Drey Horan everybody!

I was led to the lift were the piano was, where I would start the song. The grand piano was black and had the word "Liar" all over it in all different fonts. "GOODNIGHT PHOENIX!" Louis yelled. The boys walked off stage. "Go Drey." I started to play and the lift started to rise. I watched Niall stop and stay so he could see what was going on. When the crowd saw that it was me, they screamed so loud. Niall on the other hand, did the exact opposite. His mouth fell open, he was shocked.