Give me another chance

Chapter 7: Chemotherapy

Lisa point of view

No one can replace jennie even joy who always at my side and she always make me happy. Where been living for 1 month but nothing happen between cause she have a boyfriend and his name is sungjae and I'm happy for her.

I'm gonna leave this beautiful country tomorrow. A lot of beautiful happen here and they thought to be more positive and fight for my life and for jennie, yes i tell them my condition.

I'll be taking a chemotherapy when i cameback to korea, i don't to take it but jisoo unnie will be hurt so i will be gonna take it. And i want to win jennie back even though i let her go a month ago and i regret it..

Flashforfard..

I finally i arrived at the korea and i directly go to the hospital because jisoo unnie arrange it and i don't want to argue with her so i say yes.

"unnie, it doesn't hurt right?" i ask jisoo unnie.

"no matter how painful or difficult it is i will never leave your side, so fight for your life and for jennie"She said with a smiled on her face.

"I will unnie for you and for jennie" i said then suddenly the door open.

"Hi, I'm nancy and i will be your doctor" she introduce herself.

"Hello, I'm lisa and this is my sister jisoo. Nice to meet you doc" I said with cheerful voice.

"Nice to meet both of  you"

" so you have to question me about the chemotherapy and I'm gonna explain it to you"

"Okay doc, How long do i feel bad after chemo doc?"

" it goes away within the first 24 hours. The worst of this acute vomiting most often happen about 5 or 6 hours after chemo" she explained.

"That's awful"

"You can do it" jisoo unnie said while smiling at me..

"Lisa" doc nancy called me

"What doc?"

" You will gonna loss you hair after taking that chemo but you can do it i know even though its our first time to meet" She said.

"thank you doc"

"I have to go now, bye"

"bye"

After she left I cried.

"What's wrong lisa?" unnie ask

"What if i comeback but she's already married?"

"No one knows, lisa"

"I'll take that as a i will never have a chance" I bitterly said

" Even if she doesn't love you anymore lisa i will always be here"

"Thank you for everything unnie"

March 23, 2023

This is my last day taking chemotherapy.

Every session feels like hell, but jennie give me Strength to face all of it.

When i first time taking chemo i vomit a lot of blood.

Jisoo unnie cried so much and it hurts me seeing her like that.

We stop taking chemo 'cause the doctor said its getting worst so i decided to stop taking chemo. of course jisoo unnie doesn't like my idea but i explain to her that even if i take chemo i will die soon.

Jennie point of view

"Jennie baby can we go out for a date tonight?" Kai said while his eyes are sparkling, How cute.

"Sure baby" i answer. I approach kai to hug him.

"My baby is clingy to day. what's the matter?" he ask while kissing my cheek.

"I miss you, it is bad?" I said with baby voice and pout.

"how cute, of course theres nothing wrong baby"

"I love you baby" I sincerely said.

"I love you too baby, but i need to go"

"Where are you going?"

" i need to prepare for our date baby" he said and peck my lips and run away.

Aissh i really love that guy.

After he leave i feel my hunger and rush to the fridge and get some milk ice cream.

But after i shove it into my mouth i vomit and i don't know why.

After i vomit i call my doctor to book some appointment. its only afternoon and our date is 5pm so i still have time to go to the hospital.

I change my clothes to track pants and a shirt. I grab my keys and run down to the stairs.

I put my hood and my mask and drive to the hospital.

I arrived at the hospital and i ask some nurse if Doc. Reyes was already here and he answer yes so i walk fast to his office.

I open his door and he smile to me.

"Good afternoon Ms. Kim"

"Well, Good afternoon too"

" so what's the matter?" He ask while he is signing some paper.

"I vomit after eating my favorite ice cream doc" I explain to him with worried voice.

"Did your head hurt too?" he ask

"Sometimes, why?"

"Come here and sit first" he pointed the vacant sit in front of him.

I sat at the chair.

" Straight to the point please" i said cause I'm losing my patient.

" I need you to ultrasound you"

"But why?"

"just lay to that bed Ms. kim and I'll do my job"

Well I'm used to it. He treat me like his little sister.

"Okay"

He call his nurse to check me. And the nurse come and introduce herself.

" Hi ma'am. I'm joyce and I'll gonna check you"

"I'm jennie" i shortly said.

She didn't answer back but she smile. She put some gel on my stomach.

"Look at the monitor ms." she said while holding a thing and she keep on rounding it on my stomach.

I look at the monitor and i can see--

"That's the fetus Ms." She said while smiling at the monitor.

" W-wait what?" I teary i said.

"You're pregnant Ms. Kim. congratulation"

"N-no"

"Why ms. kim arent you happy?" she ask

I keep on silent.

"Wipe that shit" I command and she immediately wipes it off

After she wipe it off i stand up and run to the exit and search my car.

This can't be.

Flashback..

She is not looking at me so i grabe her wrist to look at me but i accidentaly
kiss her lips.

And you know what happen next.

Back to reality.

Me and lisa have sex. But i don't love her for sake.