Give me another chance

Chapter 11: When I'm gone

Lisa point of view

Rosé was already done her performance. She slowly approaching me with a smile on her smile then she hug.

She whisper me something that me smile" Break a leg lisayah!" She said and run to the make up room.

I saw the organizer signal me to go to my place already so i did.

I will be singing two songs.

The light turns off and the crowd become wild and they even shouting my name.

I slowly going up to the stage and the band started their job.

I will be singing 'That should be me"

"Lalisa Manoban" I said and finally show up.

I took a quick glance to jennie who is sitting with kai. She doesn't have any emotion in her face. I look away and smile to the crowd and started singing.

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby I didn't

My cancer are getting worst...

That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
Till you believe
That should be me
That should be me

Everyday i feel like I'm dying..

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

I hope he can love you the way i can....

That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
Till you believe
That should be me

I don't want to leave you but our destiny was cruel...

I need to know should I fight for our love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart oh oh

You're will be forever in my heart...

That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me

I will miss you when I'm already up their(sky)

That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
Till you believe
That that should be me

I wish you never fool me....

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

I wish you me back then when I'm still strong...

That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

But i think were not destined...

I never shoulda let you go
Never shoulda let you go oh oh
That should be me
I'm never gonna let you go ooh
That should be me
Never gonna let you go oh oh
I'm never gonna let you go ooh

I love you.....

My eyes become blury due to my tears..
My knees become weak..

I signal the organizer to help me..

When they about to approach me i pass out...

Jennie point of view

I don't know why I am feeling this when she started singing.

I feel so guilty for hurting her.

Every sentence of the song was have a impact of me.

When she already finish the song i saw her eyes full of tears and her legs are shaking.

I stand up and I'm about to approach her but kai grab my arms.

"Where are you going?" He ask.

I pull my arms and look again at lisa who is already laying on the floor.

The crowd began shouting.

"wtf was that!"
"OMG!"
"Lisa are you ok?"

I ignore the crowd and approach her and the organizer was already calling a ambulance.

I saw jisoo unnie crying on the side of lisa. I walk toward her.

"Lisa don't leave me" She said while begging lisa to wake up.

I hug her and careless her back..

The man carry lisa and he run her to the ambulace who is already waiting for her..

I wish i didn't hurt you lisa.
And please, can someone explain to me what is freakin' happening to her!