The potters time travel

Ginny's death explained

3rd person Point of view

Everyone remained quiet as the three Potter kids looked sad and serious. James had a cold look with no emotion what so ever, Al had a sad look, Lily looked ready to cry.

James says "yes you did 5 years ago".

Tears fell from their eyes same for the past, Harry says "h....how" his voice sounded heartbroken.

"She was murdered" James said his eyes looked haunted he was shaking.

"Jamie calm down" Al said though he was shaking also.

"Calm down" James said his voice rising "HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE CALM ALBUS".

"Because James I get it hurts and it does but we have to stay calm.....Jamie getting upset won't bring her back you can't control what happened that night it's not your fault" his voice was stern.

James was crying "IT IS MY FAULT, I CAN'T BE CALM I LOVE HER TO DEATH BUT I CANT EVEN LOOK AT HER IT HURTS SO BAD......EVERY TIME I SEE HER PICTURE OR RIGHT NOW ALL I SEE IS THE BLOOD ALL I HEAR IS THE SCREAMS ALL I FEEL IS THE PAIN" he takes deep breaths "you don't know what it feels like you weren't there".

"Ik I wasn't there but you need to know how it felt on the other side of that door" before James could interrupt he continued "IK I DIDN'T SEE IT AND IK I DIDN'T FEEL IT, BUT I HEARD IT, I HEARD IT ALL HOW DID YOU THINK I FELT 6 YEARS OLD LISTENING TO YOUR MOTHER AND OLDER BROTHER WHO YOU LOOK UP TO GET TORTURED I FELT SO WEAK THAT I COULDN'T DK ANYTHING TO HELP I SAW MOMS BODY I SAW THE DAMAGE THAT WAS DONE TO YOU, DO YOU THINK I'M OK NO IM NOT OK NOR WILL I PROBABLY EVER BE".

James tries to go farther Lily gets between them "STOP IT, JUST STOP IT" she had tears fall down her face "I don't want to see my older brothers kill each other... we're all hurting we all experienced stuff that night in different ways, I lost my memories for over a year Al had to listen to mom's death and James being tortured, Jamie had to watch and feel what happened, and daddy almost lost all of us that night he lost more people then we can count we are the reason he's still sane, his parents were murdered, one of the Triwizard champions were murdered, his godfather was murdered, Albus Dumbledore was murdered, Mad eye moody was murdered, his owl hedwig was murdered, Dobby was murdered, all his friends got tortured, uncle Fred was murdered, Teddy's parents were murdered, some of his friends were murdered, Severus Snape was murdered, Colin creevy was murdered, lavender Brown was murdered, almost all of those deaths he witnessed now his wife is dead also our mother, WE SHOULD BE HAPPY WERE ALIVE WE ALL ALMOST DIED THAT DAY WE SHOULD HONOR THOSE WHO SACRIFICED THEIR LIVES IN MY OPINION IT'S DISRESPECTING THEIR MEMORIES BY YOU TWO FIGHTING ABOUT IT, we are siblings y'all are brothers we are all family all of us every weasley every Potter every longbottom and Malfoy and family sticks together not splitting apart".

Al and James stare at lily then each other James sighs "I'm sorry for having another episode I keep forgetting that you were there too, I let old emotions get the best of me".

"It is ok Jamie really, I understand but just remember what dad told us that night in the hospital...".

All three of them say "even if death tries to break all of us apart always remember they are always there with you in the heart and you'll one day when you get old and ready you'll join them again in the end".

They sat in silence James looked at the past "I'm sorry it's just...well being here seeing my mom more than alive is hard".

Ginny says "I get it, it must be hard I want you to know I'll always love you".

James can't help he runs to her and hugs her close followed be Al and Lily.

After a while they break apart, Ginny said "does Harry move on and settle down again".

Harry looked at her sadly, Al says "no dad said he'll rather stay single the rest of his life cause you were his soulmate no one else can fill in that hole in his heart except you.....uncle Ron is trying to get him to open up and date again cause dad is lonely and doesn't want to admit it".

Lily frowns "we worry once I go to Hogwarts something bad will happen cause he says he's alright but he only really leaves the house for work, store, and the burrow he always said after what happened that we were his reason to live and that scares me".

"Us to Lil's" James says "dad may have a panic attack once he notices we're gone".

"Oh oh Jamie, wasn't grandma supposed to come over and give us dinner while dad is at work" Al said.

"Oh shit...... Well I guess he'll know sooner cause grandma will figure out that we time traveled".

Ginny says "why did Harry leave y'all home alone".

"It was only once know one was available today and Grandma was going to take us to the burrow when she got there" Lily said.

End of chapter 4 find out in the next chapter