The Crisis

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Phil's POV:

Oh god, why did I have to tell Dan that I wanted to talk? He's going to hate me. Or, maybe he'll feel the same. An optimistic voice in my head said. No, I know i'm mostly an optimistic person, but now is not the time.

My phone went off and I checked it right away. It was Dan saying, 'Are you okay?' I had just returned from checking on him so this was pretty weird. Oh well, it was probably just a text that arrived late.
A few minutes later of browsing through tumblr to try and forget my thoughts, I got rather hungry. I exited my room and was on my way to the kitchen when I ran into Dan...on the floor...face down...again. Well, at least I know how to handle this.
"Dan? Dan, c'mon, get up, it's nearly half three. We were gonna watch Sword Art Online, remember?" "What's the point? Everyone I know and love is just going to die a horrible death anyways." Yep, typical response. "Well, that's not going to happen for a while so for now you should just get up and come watch some Pokemon with me." He groaned but turned over on his back. "Pikachu doesn't understand my pain." "C'mon Dan!" I whined like a child. "It's not the same without you." "Fine." was his only reply.

Now that we were up, it was time to eat and watch some films. Or anime. Or both. Probably both. I made Dan sit on the sofa while I made some pancakes. He wanted to help but I think he still needs to recover...us I kinda don't want the flat to be burned down.
"Phil! Are you almost done?! I'm really hungry!" "Calm down. Why are you so impatient?" "I'm not I'm just huunnggrryy!" Oh, Dan.

Dan's POV:
After a while of eating pancakes and watching Sailor Moon, we decided it was time for that 'talk'.

We were in the lounge, just hanging out when Phil finally spoke up, "So, um, how's life?" He asked jokingly. "Pretty well despite the existential crisis you just witnessed." He nodded, not really paying attention to me. "Um, this is kind of weird but, are you dating anyone?" "I just want to know." He added quickly. Now, I sure as hell wasn't seeing anybody at the moment, but I wasn't sure where this conversation would go, so I panicked and lied. "Uh..um...yeah, actually." He looked shocked, and then really disappointed. Why?

"Oh. What's their name?" Phil and pretty much everyone knew I was bi, so really me saying I had a crush on him wasn't a big deal, but the fact that it was Phil made it bad. "It's Maile [pronounced 'Miley']" He nodded, eyebrows furrowed. "What, uh, what does she look like?" Shit. I had to think of something! "She has black hair and blu-brown eyes." Fucked up already. "She has a blue streak in her hair is what I meant. Brown eyes. Blue and black hair. It's always parted on one said as well." Again, all I was getting from Phil was nods.

"Nice. Well, I'm gonna take a walk, okay?" He seamed on edge. "Um yeah, bye I guess." He didn't respond and just left. That was weird.

A/N
Hello! So, I updated again. Honestly don't know why. Just felt like it tbh. Hope you enjoyed! Bye! ^_^

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