Sarah's POV
everyone stares at Matt. Even I stare at him.
"Your dating the suicidal freak?" A boy yells, high giving his best friend and laughing thee asses off.
"She's not a freak. Leave her alone." Matt says, I can hear the anger in his voice.
"Matt it's ok I'm used to it." I tell him. He stares at me. I swear he looks like he's gonna cry now. That's a change.
The teacher walks in and nobody speaks the entire class.
Everyone is still staring at Matt in shock.
Maybe he has changed.
Maybe he is a different person.
It can't be true though.
Second period is finished and I walk to my locker.
"We weren't finished yet Sarah." I hear Nash say. Oh great.
"Beat me up. Punch me, kick me, whatever. It doesn't even matter anymore."
They look at each other in shock.
"Fine. After school meet us in the gym." Nash says, pushing me against the locker.
I grab my books and I'm off to third period. This will be a long day.
- skip to lunch -
I grab my lunch off the lunch line and walk into the hallway. If I sat with anyone I swear I would get food thrown at me.
"Hey." Matt says sitting down next to me.
"You don't have to be so nice to me you know."
"Right. But I want to be nice." He grabs my wrist and I wince in pain again.
"Please stop..."
"Sarah......" He pulls up my sleaze revealing the deep scars up my arm and wrist.
"Why would you..."
"Don't you see? You throw me against lockers, kick me, punch me. Why haven't you just killed me yet? But don't worry. Your friends are probably going to end my life tonight."
"What?"
"I told them to beat me up after school. It's ok. Please don't save me."
I get up and walk to the bathroom, locking the stall, again. I finish my lunch, realizing that it's now the end of the day. Shit.
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my bully matthew espinosa
FanfictionSarah is a 16 year old girl who has been living in North Carolina all her life. Being bullied by Nash Grier, Cameron Dallas, and Matt Espinosa, she has been cutting her wrists ever since the seventh grade.
