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Chapter 18

Sarah's POV:

We all get back to the hotel rooms and there are still a lot of fans waiting down stairs.

It's 12am why are they waiting for us?

Matt looks over the balcony and everyone screams.

Now all the boys look over the balcony and I swear it felt like the hotel was going to break.

The security guards then yell at all the boys and they has to stop.

There were still people staying here, and we had to respect that.

We get into the rooms and everyone is tired.

Even all the girls who barely did anything.

Someone knocks on the door and Shawn and Aaron come in.

"Wanna hang out in our room?" Shawn asks.

"Yeah everyone is in there. It's kinda crazy." Aaron laughs.

"Fine. But only for a little while." Matt tells them.

We all walk to Shawn and Aaron's room and they were right.

Everyone was in there.

Vanessa and Jack G are dancing to some random song and Sydney and Jack J are just laughing on the bed.

Meanwhile, Nash and Alex are smoking in the bathroom.

I look at Matt in shock at what there doing.

"Can you believe them?" I ask Matt. He rolls his eyes and nods.

"It's like that all the time." Me and Matt take a seat on the couch and try to talk to each other. We can barely hear over all the music and everything.

"Hey. I'll be right back. Okay?"

"Yeah ok. Come back soon." He walks off and he steps into one of the bathrooms.

I see Cameron coming my way and I give him a little wave.

He smiles and tilts his chin up.

He sits down next to me and it's pretty awkward.

"I'm sorry."

"What?"

"I'm sorry. Everything I've done. I'm sorry." He looks at the floor.

I touch his knee and he looks at me.

"Hey, it's ok. Everyone makes mistakes." I smile at him.

"Thanks." He gets up and goes over to Carter.

Matt comes back and sits back next to me.

Out of no where he just kisses me.

"What was that for?" I laugh. He just looks at me and doesn't respond.

I hug him and his breath smells like alcohol.

He couldn't of been.

"MATT YOUVE BEEN DRINKING!" Everything stops.

All eyes on me.

"Matt.... What's wrong?" Jack J asks him.

"Nothing." He slaps Jacks hand of of his shoulder.

"Calm down Matt. We just wanna help." Cameron tells him.

"You've been cutting. I just know it. And you won't stop. Why?"

His eyes look glassy and like he's about to cry.

"Matt..... I haven't been cutting for weeks."

"Lies."

"I'm not lying."

"You are!"

"Matt I'm not." I pull up my sleeve so he can see my healing cuts.

He stares at the scars. Now Cameron Is staring at them to.

"Sarah." Cameron starts.

"I'm fine now. It's ok." I tell him.

Matt rests his head on my shoulder and run my fingers through his hair.

"I'm sorry."

But I don't answer him. I just stare at the floor.

List Cameron did.

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