I remember every instance in detail
I promise
Never doubt for one millisecond that I was so blinded by love that reality didn't sink it's teeth into every part of me
You were my misery
Against all odds
I caved
I gave you every fiber that created me
Vulnerable
Naive
You destroyed me like slavery destroyed the south
Red
Her hair was red
Red was my favorite color
Red betrayed me
No
You
You betrayed me
No matter what she felt you still countered her every move
Every move you wouldn't make for me
Every move you promised to take for us
For the family we had planted
For our promised future
I should have read your love notes to Georgia a little clearer
I should have known then
I still wanted you
I didn't want to cave
But I did
I caved
You were almost the end of me
I had almost forgot me
Devastation
Blank eyes when I looked at yours
I still wanted you
Starry eyes when I used to look at yours
My heart was a game piece in your transparent mirage
Never think for one second that I didn't know
I held tight because my vows bound me to trying
I knew with every distant text that you were hovering higher than cloud nine
I still wanted you
I wanted you to fight for us
Like my heart had battled for you
Tattered
Red
Her hair was red
Only since October
Her hair was red
I caught you playing me like finest tuned violin
Playing the most beautiful melody
Almost my favorite song
But it was in my bed
And I wasn't there
I used to feel your soul
Where did you go
Where is the heart that stole mine
Red
Her hair was red
Her hair was fucking red
My heart
Disabled
Exploded
With my parts landing in different universes
Red
Revenge
Resonate
Reassemble
Her hair was ...
Not important
My soul has always been a traveler vacationing through the universes
Recollecting every part of me
Each part more seasoned than before
Pieced together oh so intricately
Hardened by steal
Her hair was...
Red
Evil is...red
And you are covered in our marriages blood
It's karmas way comforting me
The bleeding truth
Her hair is red
