eros

022

Namjoon spent his entire in his apartment. It was a Monday and he was supposed to be at work except he called Jin saying he's sick. Which was partly true as ever since his visit to park with Jungkook has got his throat clogged up. Maybe something in the auditorium made him cough so much his voice became raspy. Namjoon laid on his bed, he kept rewinding seeing his Mother's grave. It's been years and he is still haunted by her death. 

He closed his eyes tightly and attempted to remember the last thing his mother has said to him before she died. 

Was it something good? Did I ever say I love you? I don't remember anything, though I want to. So bad. Please help me, Eomma. I miss you so much. 

To someone who has never met Namjoon before, you would think crying over someone who died many years ago would not be the reason for being so sentimental, but his mom died at the most important day of his life; his final exams scores got in and he got such a good grade. The best in his grade.

And she never got a chance to say "I'm so proud of you."

Even if Kim Eun Hye hated her son, she would never say it physically. She knew of her son, she knew that in when Namjoon was in school he would get picked on because of his glasses and hair, she knew Namjoon tries so hard to keep up in school, she knew so well that if she ever told Namjoon that he was the burden of his life... Namjoon would break. 

That pressure got to her. 

Drove her insane. 

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Jungkook had trouble reheating his dinner. His microwave was acting and weird but he wants nothing to do with. 

"Ah, shit. Here we go again." He grunted in frustration, "whatever, it's not like I'm hungry anyways."

But in reality Jungkook was hungry. He hasn't ate since his last break which was 4 hours ago, now it's 9 at night. But he wasn't bothered to eat, ever since he accidentally reheated his food with aluminium foil, his microwave has started to act weird. 

Jungkook searched in his fridge to at least find something to digest, he end up drinking coffee he forgot he put in his fridge, 2 days ago. 

Don't worry, it's a decaf.

He headed to the living room and turned on the TV. He was trying to take his mind away from Sue Lim, Namjoon, Areum. His mind is refusing to pick up the phone but his hand is so tempted, as if it could twitch at any moment. 

It took a while until he put down his bland coffee to turn on his phone and scroll down his contacts. 

Namjoon's name popped up on the screen. For some reason he is calling. In an instant Jungkook answered, "hello?"

"Jumgkook, right?" 

"Yeah."

"Meet me in the park."

"Namjoon, are you crazy? It's almost 10."

"Please, I need to know  more about your sister."

Without hesitation, Jungkook got up from his couch took his jacket and left the door. 

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a/n: yay another update! 

this story has gotten so dry and i don't think that the story is adding up but i swear, your lord and saviour author-nim is here to save the day. 

so again, im sorry if the story does NOT make any sense. Writer's block got and kidnapped me. 

plus we had exams :(