You'll never know what you have when you get it, get that connection, feel it. Sometimes you learn from your lessons and find someone who can make your life better. Two females, came together and builds a relationship and sees the connections they h...
Yes, I said she was my girlfriend. No she wasn't my girl but I need Ori off of my damn back. Like you fucking cheated on me with someone who raped someone I'm fucking with heavy right now. I felt it was even disrespectful that she even came here after she cheated on me AND mentioned Keisha, who is so fucking disrespectful as fuck, I hope somebody else beat her ass because I'm not finna keep letting Cash beat her ass cause if I don't pull her back, she really gon kill her ass, I don't want her to go to jail because I'm really gon miss her like hell. I smiled thinking about her until Ka'ori ass waved her hand in my face. I smack her hand away. "Don't put yo hand in my face before I smack you. You have the NERVE to come in my damn house, disrespect MY girl, talk about Keisha perv ass and try to get back with me? You fucking crazy bro. Get out before I have to call Cash to put you back in the damn hospital." She just looked at me with her mouth open, "close your mouth love, flies'll get in." I smiled and walked to the door, opening it so she can leave. "Go ahead girl, leave." She walked out and I slammed and locked the door, going up to my room to talk to Cash. When I got up there, she was was just on her phone. "Hey." I laid down next to her. "Did your girlfriend leave luv?" I laughed "she's not my girl, not no more. I put her in check for you, so yeah." She smiled. Oh man how I loved her smile, shit sounds corny as fuck but damn man, I don't know why I didn't realize Ka'ori's actions, I would've been left her if Cash was here man. She's just so damn fine and beautiful and my dumbass just now realizing it. I don't know, I would always tell her that she's beautiful and she would say no but in my eyes, she was the finest girl I've ever seen. See Cash knew that I would talk to other girls and she wouldn't mind it because she knew she had a higher level than all of them and I would put a female in check over her, ain't nobody gon' play with her. I wanted to tell her I liked her so bad but I didn't want to, I wanted her to find out.. on her own. But she didn't realize it at all. It's been months, damn near a year since we've been talking and I haven't made her my girl. I want to but I'm scared that I'll get hurt again so I didn't tell her because I thought she would hurt me. I met this other girl, her name was Danielle. Danielle
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I wouldn't say that she was prettier than Cash cause she def wasn't to me. I told Cash about all the girls I would talk to and I know she gets jealous and I know she gets mad at me for this shit. I hate hurting her, it hurts me knowing that I'm hurting her. She would be dry with me on some days because of her. I started liking Dani.. but I still like Cash too.. but I met Danielle on this app called "Her". I feel bad for my actions but I'm being truthful to Cash so she knows everything I'm doing. I don't want to hide ANYTHING from her. We've been friends with benefits and I never told her I liked her which was a big mistake. I hate myself for that. Me and Danielle would talk more and more everyday. With Cash coming over more and more, it would be hard because she wouldn't want to touch or kiss me like she used to. She wouldn't open up to me how she used to, I mean we would still have our good times but she wouldn't want to be bothered or she would leave early once she sees that Danielle called or if she texted. Cash would either be in the living room or the guess room watching Netflix. I would feel bad. I wanted to also spend more time with Dani too. Cash was over my house still and she was sitting on the couch watching Moonlight and she was very into it. I went and sat down next to her and pulled her on to me. She smiled softly and turned to me and looked in my eyes. That look she gives me melts me. I instantly felt bad. I feel like I've hurt her for too long with this Dani girl but I really like Dani a lot. She has a cool vibe and all and I'm fucking with it. Me and Cash was just sitting and I saw that her smile faded once she heard a ding come to my phone. Dani 💛: Hey, can I come over AceBae 😘: Sure just let me clean up a bit Cash saw what I sent and got up quickly. "I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore, I have fucking feelings for you and you keep playing with my heart son. Shit is blowing me now." She walk towards the door and grabbed the knob. "Make a damn choice then fucking text me dawg. The shit you on right na' ain't gon' get you nowhere. It's just gon' make me wan' fucking leave even more." She walked out and slammed my door. I face palmed myself. "I'm so fucking stupid, I have feelings for two people and I can't even choose, FUCK!" I punched the wall.
