Your Love

8.

i guess it's me that you want tonight
CASH POV
After I was done crying in my car I went back into the building. Ace just looked at my red eyes and I looked away. I heard Lai asking Lani where I was. "Lani where is she?" "Honestly I don't know." I walked over to them, "I'm right here." Lani and Lai both pulled me out of the cafeteria and asked what's wrong. "Nothing, I'm fine, really. I really just wan' go home." "Let's go then." Lai said, "okay.." We all walked outside to leave.. I got in the driver's seat, started my car, and pulled off. I just blasted Party Girls by Ludacris.. I sung my heart out until I got home. I parked in the driveway, got out, locked it and unlocked the door. "Is your mom back?" Lani asked.. "Yea she came back, she don't do shit though.." I walked in, "hey." After no respond I went upstairs to my room with Lai and Lani and closed the door. "Ayo, yo' room mad big!" Lai told me, "thank you luv." I ain't know what the fuck to say at this point, I jus plotted on my bed and kicked my shoes off, I wanted to sleep.. It was a long day. "So Cash... what ya wanna do bestie?" Lani asked me. "I don't know to be honest, I want to play Fortnite, the most annoying game." "You play For- let me
see this." Lai chuckled. "What's funny nigga? Yeah I play the damn game hush!" I turned my Playstation 4 on and opened the app and started playing.
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2 hours later:
"That's why you ass!" Lai told me, "oh shut up lah' girl.. I'm sleepy now but I'm hungry. I wa-" my doorbell rang. "I be back.." I walked downstairs and yelled, "who that be like!?" "Me.." "Me who?" "Ace..." I was hesitant to open this door but I did but I had it slightly closed also. "I don't think it's a good time Ace.." "Yes it is, let me in." "No, I have company." I looked back to see it they were listening. "Who!?" "Don't worry about it.. Now what do you want?" "I want to talk to you, I want you to come over my house so I can hold you and actually have a serious conversation." "Why? Don't you have a girlfriend to hold?" She face palmed, "Cash open the damn door, don't make me open this damn door." "Not now Ace, really.." "Please.. Open it..." "I'll be over later, I promise, I just have company." "And may I ask again, who?" "Ugh, Lai and Lani. There. Are you happy?" "Lemme come in and chill with y'all." "No petty ass. Do I ask to come chill with you and Dani? No." I heard footsteps come down my stairs, it was Lai.. fuck. "Ma, you good? You been down here for a while." "I'll be up there in a bit, just wait on me.." "Really Cashè? You got a bum in your house." "Don't disrespect her. I don't disrespect Dani so don't disrespect Lai." "Mhm okay. Are you gonna let me in?" "Nope, I said ima come over later." "Ight Cashè, you better." "Whatever." I tried to close the door but she stopped it with her foot, "give me a kiss." "No Ace." "Give me one or I'll get it." "Noooo Ace, lawd." She grabbed my throat and kissed me. I pulled away and looked in her eyes.. "Cash stop looking at me liked that, I will fuck you right now and you know I will." "See.. Leave Ace." "Okay Cashè." She licked her lips and then bit the bottom one, I closed the door and locked it back. I walked back upstairs, into my
room. "So what was that about?" Lani asked, "nothing, just a friend." "Yeah mhm." "Anyways I'm sleepy as fuck, I'm going to sleep fuck y'all." "Damn okay then." Lai said, I laughed and I got under my covers and drifted to sleep....
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3 hours later
I woke up and they were gone, wow okay then. Since I promised this girl to go over to her house, I was finna get ready to, until I heard a knock on my door, "um who is that?" "Ace." "How the FUCK did you get into my house?" "Your moms let me in, duh." "Ugh, come in child." She walked in and sat on my bed, "haven't been in here in a while, forgot it was big as hell." "Yeah yeah.. What did you wanna talk about? So you and your girl can have quality time." "Cashè stop.. I'm sorry. There I said it, I'm sorry about hurting you, about bringing her over, about sending you mixed signals.. I'm sorry about everything." I was looking in her face, all in her eyes to see if she was lying. "You don't love me Ace. I know you don't love me at all. Everyone lies to me about loving me. Nobody loves me Ace, not even you." I looked down. She got up and got on her knees just to see my face and look in my eyes. "Cashè, I love you, I loved you ever since I saw you. Don't ever say I don't love you because I do." "Leave." "Wha- I didn't do shit but come here to apologize and have a conversation with you." "I-...I'm hurting and I-" My phone started ringing, Ace looked at it and rolled her eyes, I laughed. I picked it up and answered. "Hey Lai." "What's good ma?" "I'm kind of busy right now but I'll call back ight?" "Bet." I hung up and looked back up to Ace who was now standing up. "Ight I'ma head out." "You mad now?" "Nah. I'm done with this conversation." "You can't get fucking mad, ain't like I invited her over while you was here like you did." She turned around and walked up to me. She stood directly in front of me, "stop talking about it, I said I'm sorry Cashè." "No because that shit hurts. You mad again, fuck you and this Ace." I got up to push her out of my room, "I'm done with this shit." "No you're not." "Who are you to tell me I'm not done?" "I'm yo Daddy." I laughed. "Bye Ace, leave like you were doing, I don't have time for the childish shit, I'm serious son." "Okay, Okay.. I'll stop.." "Yeah, sit that ass back down." We both sat back down but I laid back, "actually I don't want to talk about this. Not anymore.. This whole conversation is just pointless. Like what is the point? At the end of the day, you STILL gon' talk to Dani. This ain't gon' fix shit, all you saying is some damn words that's not gon' mean shit the next day." She just looked at me. "Yeah I know, nothing to say. Actions always speak louder than words baby. It doesn't matter anymore so yeah. Anyways why didn't you let me come over? I was about to get dressed and leave but as soon as I get up I hear yo' ass at my door." "Aw shutup, I thought you wasn't gonna come so I came over to your house." "Nah I was tired, so I went to sleep." "Where Lani and ole girl at?" "When I woke up they were gone." "Mmm." We talked for hours and at the end she held me and we just looked into each other's eyes and she grabbed my face and kissed me. It felt like we kissed for hours, it was such a passionate kiss. Tongues swirling, lip sucking. It was that make-up kiss just like it was make-up sex but I wasn't going for that shit, I didn't want it. It was just gon' send me back to something I didn't want to go to. She went down to my neck and moaning my ass off then I pushed her off, not really hard but slightly. "Why you pushed me off?" "Because Ace, I don't want to fuck. You got someone else to fuck. Why do you need me?" "Man.." "Don't man me. You do, I shouldn't even let you kiss me " She just was looking at me and then she pushed me against the wall and started kissing me again, I tried to push her away but all she did was pinned my wrist up on the wall so I couldn't fight back. The passionate kiss that was started and nearly ended, started again. But this time she didn't just pin me up, she started choking me too. I just gave up, I just melted in her touch, just how my body wanted to do but how me and my mind was fighting against. She switched from my mouth to my neck, slopply kissing all over me and the moans I was fighting to not be let out, came out and it came out loud. She slid her hand down from my neck to my left titty, grabbing it and squeezing my nipple. I moaned and leaned my head up for more access. My mind is telling me "NO CASH" but my body is tell me "go for it". I was slowly snapping out of her gaze.. Her hand kept getting lower and lower until it was in my pants. She started rubbing me through my panties and went lower to feel my wetness.. "Fuck Cash.. you're wet as fuck.." I moaned lowly enough for her to hear. Then I snapped out of it. I started breathing heavy, "Ace I can't do this.." "Why?" She slid her hand out of my pants. "I- I just can't anymore... You have someone else.. I mean yeah I have strong feelings for you but you really played me when you started talking to Dani..." She just looked at me and I shrugged. "Sorry.. I just can't because nah son. What you're doing is wrong and I can't condone that shit. I know I'm going to regret doing this but... I think you should leave..."  She looked at me with puppy dog eyes and I was trying my hardest to hold back but it was like I couldn't but I had to. I just walked to my bed slowly and sat down and she turned around and looked at me while I looked down. "Cash?" "Hmm?" "I'm sorry for everything.. I don't know what to do anymore but.. It does hurt me when I know I'm hurting you.. I love you." I stayed quiet for a while.. "I love you too..." She walked out.. I just started crying until I fell back asleep.
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Dani POV
I'm feeling really upset, I texted Ace a few times with no reply at all, I went to her house, no Ace.. I just wanted to chill with her..
DaniWani💗: Babe where are you?
DaniWani💗: Baby.. come see me I miss you
DaniWani💗: Hellooooo..?????