Here Alone

Who Am I?

Who am I?
I stared blankly facing the wall..
I was thinking about how i ended up here...
I was in a hospital bed..
When I woke up I heard my stepmom leaving my room..
And my stepdad too...
I had 1 stepsister..
And 2 stepbrothers..
I remember having a best friend too..
But I forgot who she was..
I only remember my stepfamily..
I remember being in a orphanage..
All alone...
After I remembered how I came here..
I wanted to find my future..
Find who I am?
Find my dreams..
Im 17.
Enough time to find who I am..
Before I forget it again..
I don't wanna forget..
I remember my stepdad punching me.
Before I came here.
I wanna escape..
It was mysery there..
I was always dizzy..
In school..
I had good grades..
But there where bullies...
I feel so alone..
I wanna leave this room..
I will escape... Right now..
I have to..
I got up and found my clothes.
I wore my mask.
Packed my backpack with some food and money that I had in my credit card and cash.
And I started making my plan.
To how i will leave from my room.
To how I will find food.
I will keep going to school.
I have to.
But I will just not go to my well 'family'.
I made the plan and tried to escape.
I left my room.
To not make it obvious I sat on the visitors chairs.
After the nurse and doctors passed me i went behind the reception.
After the other people left the spot I ran through the door and bam!

I was out.
Finally.
I did it..
Im alone now..
No one can convince me I need them.
At least for not now.
I will make my dreams..
But first what are my dreams.
I will learn about hobby's.
And what I like..
I will keep working in the cafe I work in.
And I will keep studying.
I will live in a hotel.
Good enough to move and move from hotel to hotel.
One day i will be able to find a proper house.
And my best friend?
I don't care.
She had to save me from it.
She was there.
And she just looked and did nothing.
While I saved her from killing herself, failing class and fights.
I won't forget..
How she betrayed me.
I won't.
Now it's my turn.
To make this life.
MY life.

Author :
Yo guys! I'm one of the 3 people who are on this acc I can't say my name I rather stay mysterious and for now we all will stay mysterious..
So this is my story that I created in my mind. The 2 others will make a story too and there will be 1 book we all make together. I hope u enjoy our story's and more parts are coming!!
Take care of yourself and don't forget to eat well and try to love urself cause you are  wonderful and beautiful/handsome in your own way !!