Day6 Imaginess

Sungjin « Please Stay »

Well... That is a nice photo of our leader nim ... But to be honest I wanna cry while typing this words out... And you'll be playing in Sungjinie's POV... Have fun reading guyss ㅠㅡㅠ... Btw this is more of a story and not much talkingg...

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It's been a while... This feeling... This feeling... I'm not used to this... Everything feels so empty... The curtains are wide open... The sun's rays striking at me... Waking me up... I wanna smile... But I can't...

Everything... CHANGED... I just wanna wake up... With someone... Cuddling her... My arms around her... I'll look at her precious face... The prettiest face I wanna see everyday... The smile I wanna see when she wake up...

I stand up... Feeling tired... Looked at my phone for messages, as always... Nothing... I looked in the mirror, a tear fell out... This feeling, I miss it... It's the feeling when I look at the mirror... I felt the warmth of her hands sliding around me, giving that love I always wanna feel... The morning kisses she used to give, the hugs, her smile, her warmth, her scent... I miss it all...

I took a bath, not like the old days where... I'm used to shower quickly so that I could cuddle her again... And we'll dress up nicely and take her to the places she wants to go... But, now... Here I am... Standing in front of my closet choosing what to wear... Ending wearing my pj's and a white t-shirt...

I went downstairs, prepared something to eat, opened the refrigerator... None, opened the drawers... And saw a packet of ramen just waiting there for me to eat it... Another tear fell again... Me reminiscing the memories again...

I still remember the refrigerator always full with snacks... And same with the drawers ... Even though there are lots of food yet she would drag me outside and buy some snacks she wants even though we have one...

That scent when you walk downstairs... And you'll see her giving that wide smile... The stove open... The warmth in the kitchen... The dish that she was cooking... I miss it all...

I ate my ramen slowly... Not realizing that tears starts falling down in my cheeks... I cleaned up and went upstairs again... Picked up my phone, wanna call someone... I saw her name... A heart beside it... 'beany💖' I thought of that... Looked at the window, heard the birds chirping, saw a couple walking down the street, their hands intertwined...

I sat up lazily until my back touched the bed... Still holding my phone, called her, put it beside my ear... It's ringing... I smile but it disappeared quickly... I heard her voice, the voice I longed to hear, a tear fell off once again...

"Hello? Sungjin?..."

She said my name...it felt nice...

Y/n... Could I ask a f-favor?...

"Uhmm... What is it?..."

I'm afraid to tell her... But i needed to...

Y/n could you...

"What is it?"

Could you... Come in my house...

"I-I'm sorry Sungjin bu-"

...For the last time?...