THE SHAYTARDS LIFE: THE 6th CHILD.

Broken

Katie's POV :

We are driving to the airport right now and I am looking at my twitter and I see a whole bunch of people saying that my family doesn't deserve me and that I'm worthless and that they can't wait to see me. I thought why, what did I do? I don't want to tell my parents because I don't want them to get all mad and not have a good time so I just kept it to myself.

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We arrive at the airport and we check our bags in and go through security and a lot of people are asking what happened to my leg I mean ALOT so we get to the gate and give our tickets to the lady and touch the plane and get in. My dad is vlogging the pilots because they recognized him and they watch our videos. So we get to our seats I'm sitting next to my mom and Gavin and Daxton and my dad is sitting by Emmi and Avia and Brock in the back where there is 4 seats. The plane takes off and I go on my phone and play a game for a while then I see twitter notifications saying that I have been warned that I am going to hate this trip to Vidcon and it will be my last one forever. I tapped my mom and showed her the comments and she gave the baby to Gavin and hugged me and kissed my head and I started crying in her neck and she said

" Katie I'm so sorry. " I looked down at my phone and said "It's fine im just being a baby."

She looked up at me and said "Its ok to cry about this Katie. Your being bullied. Cry all you want." I hugged her said "Thanks mom your the best.

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So we landed and we got all of our stuff and dads vlogging us fail at getting our suitcases off of the spinning thing. Once we got all of our bags Kayli picked us up and brought us to the apartment. Once we got to the apartment we just hung out for a while.

Colette's POV :

I'm really worried about Katie. The fans hate her for some reason and I don't know why. She's been really depressed.

Katie's POV : We were driving to the hotel and I got this tweet from some fans saying "Katie, your the worst person ever known. Your worthless I can't say it enough YOUR WORTHLESS! No one likes you! Just stop trying to make your self pretty with globs of makeup you will never become pretty!" Those words ran through my head "worthless, skank, ugly. I can't handle this any more.

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We got to the Hotel and everyone was crowding around our car and when we got out everyone screamed and then when I got out everything got quiet. We were walking in the door. I heard whispering behind me saying ugly, kill yourself, worthless. Tears threatened to come out I just ignored it.

We got to the room and on the door was a note. It said Katie on it so my dad handed me the note and I read it it said "So I know that Katie is staying in this room and I just wanted to say that she really should kill herself or something I mean really look at her. Take some pills, jump off a cliff for all I care. I just need her gone! I crumpled up the note and threw it against the wall and ran I didn't look back, I just ran.

I got to the lobby and everyone there stared I heard a few dirty comments here and there, I just sat down and got my thoughts together and just cried. I am a disgrace to all that's humane. My freedom ripped and shredded from my inner soul. I am trapped, held hostage. I'm dying. My insanity is consuming me, and I have no control.

Publicists steal and share my story, with sensitive ears and sharp tongues. I am lost property. No belonging.

The incident, the day everything changed. The first time I harmed myself to help others. The day I realised I had cut myself was the day that it all happened. I wish I could go back in time. But I can't. I'm stuck in time, in a time loop. And I'm going in circles, everything repeats, and repeats, and repeats.

My name is chorused with ferocious laughter, I tread carefully as I do my best to ignore the oncoming crowd. I get through, somehow. Yet the noise coming from the predators and continuing. Simultaneously I'm crying. They're laughing, and I'm in tears. The noise doesn't stop. Ever. It follows me down the halls, it follows me in my dreams, it follows me everywhere. It follows my empty heart. Feeding off my suffering.

I cannot escape. I am the helpless prey that stands alone. Back and forth I pace in my room praying for an answer. Nothing. I'm chasing the hope, the light, the goodness and love. Yet it's never returned. I do not deserve this. Yet somehow... I do.

《Hey guys sorry this story might be kind of wobbly. Also sorry for the late chapter I had writers block and I couldn't think of anything. Please give me feedback in the comments thanks!》