Chapter 22

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by Redrisa10

by Redrisa10

read my A/N at the end if you want to be in my story ;) hehe

========= Mac's POV =======

Sadly it was the next day and Parker and i had to leave the hotel to go home. i had to see him. I had to live with him there. After everything he did to me.. i have to atleast pretend im okay to prove to him i dont need him. i have no idea how im going to do that to be honest. When Parker woke up he kissed the top of my head and went in the shower. since i was talking to Dul on TeamSpeak.

Dul: How are you feelng today?

Mac: im hurt. i dont know how im going to face him today.

Dul: well just rember pax is the end of this mouth.. so just hang in there for a bit okay?

Mac: Yeah.

Dul: are you and Parker a thing now?

Mac: no. i dont want him to be a rebound for me. so were just best friends right now. i mean if i date someone now then get my heart broken again then maybe Parker can have my heart. well he already has it. but you know what i mean,

Dul: haha i know. hey i gotta go okay? college work urggg.

Mac: okiee. Bye babyyy! love you tons.

Dul: Love you too! see you laterr.

"Pack up. check out is at noon. its already 11:30." Parker said when he walked out in only a towel. "well hello there hottie. " i laughed. he rolled his eyes and smiled getting his clothes to go in the bathroom again. i giggled and got hanged before he came back out. i started packing my things. i looked at my backpack knowing i still have my little blue box. "im going to go down to get us some starbucks ill be back okay?" Parker said grabbing the key. "okay ill be here." i smiled. he smiled back and left. i broke down crying as soon as he shut the door. i looked at my backpack. "i need to." i whispered. i opened it and took the box out , opening it. i took the razor out of it and went in the bathroom. "im sorry Parker and Jordan" i whispered making the first slip in my wrist. "for not being good enough." i say making another slip. i whimper as the pain hits me. "for being stupid." making another slip. "for believeing in the lies." i say making another slip on my skin. my arm is over the sink. i cry. "For almost going to far with you more then once." i cry harder making another slip remembering how me and Will almost had sex a few times but always being stoped. and the last slip i make "for not being strong." i cry harder letting the blood drip down in the sink. not even careing anymore. i cry for a few more mintues just letting the blood leave my body. i never cut deep so i wouldnt past out or kill myself. just slip to make the pain go away from my heart ache. Doesnt work sometimes.

i started to pull myself together and i stoped crying. my mind was just blank. i cleaned my razor and the sink. i put the razor away and i started to hear the door open so i ran back in the bathroom. "Honey im home!" Parker yelled. "im in the bathroom ill be out in a min!" i yelled back cleaning my wrist up the best i can putting on bandages. i put on a hoodie that i had so he couldnt see my wrist. i take a deep breathe and walk out of the bathroom smiling. "Hey what you get me?" i say looking at the starbucks. "i got you a coffee. your normal." he smiles handing it to me. "thanks i needed coffee. to bad its not from Dunkin." i smile back. he chuckles "yeah sorry they dont have that in the hotel only starbucks" i nod and take a sip of my coffee. "mmm" i smile he laughs at me "you all packed?" i nodd "alright ready to go?" i take a deep breathe. "yup." he grabs the bags and i grab my backpack we walk down stairs to the loddy where Parker goes to check us out. we call a Taxi. since i was no mood in walking home.

As soon as we get to my aparment i slowly walk to our door. Parker was way ahead of me with the bags. he was probaly already in. which he was. i took the stairs to go out instead of the elevator. i wanted to take my time to see the jerk that is cheating on me and lying to me. when i got to my floor. i felt tears going down my face. i knew i ouldnt do it. so i just stoped walking. i didnt cry but i teared up. i sat down next to a random wall near the elevators. i put my head in my knees and i just sat there. "Miss are you okay?" i hear. "yes im fine." i sniffle alittle. "are you sure?" the voice comes closer to me. it was a guy. i know that. and he had some type of accent. i look up and half smile. "im okay.. just dont want to go home at the moment." i say the guy seems to be around my age, messy brown hair, brown eyes and a red beanie on. He had a gray sweatshirt, light color jeans and green and purple shoes on. "yeah i know the feeling. mind if i join you. i dont think you want to just be chilling here by yourself." he pouts. "no its okay. im fine. i think im going to just get home.. Thanks.." "well my name is Mitch, i just moved here from Aussie. me and my roommate just moved to the Us. and since Pax is happening in Seattle we found a place in Seattle. its a great city." he smiles. "im Marisa, but please dont call me that. Call me Mac. i live here with my twin brother and right now his friends are staying with us for Pax. Sadly one of them is still here." i mumble the last part. "Well Mac, heres my number. text me if you ever wanna get away from your brother's friends for a while." he chuckles and gives me a piece of paper with his number. "okay. thanks" i smile and start to walk away. "nice meeting you. " "you too." he stands there as i walk away. then i hear footsteps after me as i get closer to my home. i turn around and see him walking the same way. "im not stalking you i promise! my apartment is this way too" he chuckled. i smiled and nodded finding reaching my apartment. "welp i guess were now negibors" he laughed and went in his apartment. i stood there for a secound. took a deep breathe and knocked on the door since Parker had my key.

i waited a good five mintues before someone opened the door... i wasnt very happy when i saw who it was....

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SO im going to be adding a few people in my story not just one A FEW. now you guys need to comment or Dm which every you would like. comment will most likely me seeing it. comment down if you would like to be in my story

Name,

age,

looks.

style.

personally.

cube member: (other then Will obvi)

fun facts,

youtube?

i need one for mostly for Straub but i will be adding in others ofc. so if you like Straub make sure your the best one ;) and others i will be picking for any other cube member! if your one of a kind you willl def be in the story. if someone else likes the same member i will have to choose! so good luck and you will find out the winners next chapter! so you have atleast a week to enter!!!

but i hope you guys liked my chapter sorry i havent updated. i didnt know how to start it off! but i did it XD if you enjoied leave a like. and please comment the things i said! :) than you love you all!!!