Best Twitter Friends. (Kiinqtonq fanfic) Discontinued

Chapter 23

=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mac's POv =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-

i waited a good five mintues before someone opened the door.. i wasnt very happy when i saw who it was.. 

Of coruse it had to be Will. i put on the fakest smile i could and tried to walk past him but he grabed my hand and pulled me outside. "Tell me whats going on Mac." he said looking at me. i tried my best to not seem hurt. "how about you tell me!!" i wanted to yell. "i dont know what the fuck is going on so tell me!!" "WHY DONT YOU JUST GO BACK HOME LIKE YOUR PLANNING TO WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND YOUR CHEATING ON ME WITH WILL!!!" i yellled loseing all control. tears started flowing out my eyes and i couldnt stop them. i went to go inside but he grabed my wrist. i flinched. "Mac im NOT cheating on you!! who told you this?!!?" "HOW CAN I EVEN BELIEVE YOU!? YOU THINK IM CHEATING ON YOU ITH PARKER! YOU DONT TRUST ME I DONT TRUST YOU! ITS SIMPLE NOW LET GO OF ME!!" i yell. he didnt let go. he held onto my tighter. "you're hurting me Will. let me go!" i say looking at my wrist trying to pull away. "Mac." "you're hurting me!" i repeat. he looks at me not letting me go. "Mac believe me!" i shook my head. "let me go." "mac!" "LET ME GO!!!" i yell. after i yell this i hear a door open next door and see Mitch and a girl. "Hey Mac, everything okay?" Mitch ask. i shake my head and pull my arm away from Will. i storm away down the hall bringing my backpack and jetting. i hear footsteps behind me but i dont stop i run down the stairs. i stop to catc my breath at the main lobby.

"Mac wait! stop i cant.. run. that fast!!!" i hear. i turn around to see Mitch and the girl running after me. i realize Will wasnt chaseing me so i fell to the ground and started crying my eyes out. Mitch sat down net to me and hugged me. Even thought i just met him today it felt like i known him for  while. "this is my roommate Sophie." Mitch said after a little bit. "hi." she smiled warmly at me. i smiled back for a moment and wiped my eyes away. "im sorry.." i said looking at my hands. "was that the friend you ddnt wanna be around?" Mitch ask. i nodded. "he was my boyfriend. uhm he been staying with us since like may and uhm we are or were dating.. he was suppose to moe here with my friend Ramos but uhm he changed his mind and moving back to england after Pax.. With his girlfriend he has there while we were dating.." i said tearing up again. "i trusted him." i whispered to myself. Mitch hugged me again tighter. "you shouldnt harm yourself because of some asshole." sophie said. i looked at my wrist which was bleeding because Will opened my cut from this morning. i pulled my sleeve down and looked down. "please dont tell Jordan or Parker..." i whispered. "dont know who they are so sure. "my brother and best friend. i promised them i would stop.." i sighed. "MAC!? MARISA?!!!"  i hear from the staircase. Mitch helped me up and kept his arm around me as he pushed me towards where they were calling my name. all of the sudden i see Jordan with Will running don stairs. my face turns pale and i try to run away again but Mitch has a tight grip on my shoulder.

"MAC!!!" Jordan yells and runs up to me. "god dont do that!! Will told me you run from him." he hugs me tightly picking me up from the ground.  he doesnt put me down so i give up and wrap my legs and arms around him like i alwways do when he picks me up. "thank you uhh?" "mitch." "cool accent." "thanks." "want Straub?" "bayani?!" "yo dood whats up!" "Mac is your twin?! i would never have guessed it!" "what are you doing here?" "pax and me and sophie live next door to you guys now." "noice." i kept holding on to Jordan not letting go of him and let my head rest on his shoulder. i started crying again when i see Will look at me. like hes hurt. in the cornner of my eye i see Mitch point to his wrist. while Jordan was talking to him. i knew what he was doing. he was telling about me cutting. "jordan let me down." i say letting my feet hang. "no Mac. cmon be my little monkey." i teared up agai an wraped my legs around him. he use to call me his little monkey when we were kid cause i would always hang on him like i am now since hes so much taller and stronger than i am. we got up to our house Mitch and spohie said bye and we went in. Jordan still let me hang on him. he sat on the couch and i just sat on his lap facing him my head on his shoulder and legs on either side of him. 

"Mac let me see your wrist." i shook my head no. "please Marisa." i shook my head again. holding my wrist together behind his head. "Mac dont let him win." he whisepered in my ear. i sighed and sat up on his lap. i gave him my wrist and he pulled up my sleeve. his eyes wide and he sighed. tears started to fall my eyes again. "im sorry im not strong enough. im sorry Jord..." he wiped my tears away with his thumb and picked me up again and brought me to the bathroom. he sat me on the counter and started to wash my wrist. "you know Mac. you are strong. yes you do stupid shit. yes you get hurt but with everything we been though you are still here. im here for you and my fans. your here for you. and you keep everything postive in your life i know you hate Will right now and im sorry he has to stay here for another month. im sorry. but you are beautiful and do not need him." he  cleaned my wrist. "but jordan i broke my promise." "dont worry about it. it happens. just promise me again you wont." i nod."give me your razor." Parker says walking in the bathroom. my eyes widen. "Mac. please."  i sigh and take out my blue box from my backpack. Parker takes the whole box and takes the razor out giving it back to me and walking out. "its for the best Mac." Jordan whispers and hugs me as he helps me off the counter. i nod and walk into my room.

When i get in my room Ramos is sitting on my bed, he looks like a mess. "Ramos?" i say shutting my door. "Mac!!" he gets up and hugs me tight. "im sorry."  he whispers in my ear. "for what Ramos?" "telling you.." "no Ramos. thank you for telling me.. it means alot you told me. " i say and kiss his cheek. he nods "hat happened to you?" "will punched me and beat me up when you and parker were out and Jordan wasnt home.." he shrugged. i huged him. "im sorry." "its better me then you getting hurt Mac." i half smile and he smiles back. "im tired." i say crossing my arms. "goodnight.. ill be in the living room." he kisses my forehead. " Ramos.. can you sleep in here tonight.. Parker i think is mad at me and i cant ask jordan cause that be weird. and i really want to be with someone tonight..." i say looking down. he nods and hugs me.  "yeah. " "thanks." i say getting a tanktop and shorts out to change. i change an crawl into my bed. Ramos crawls into my bed and hugs me pulling me closer to him.i face him and he faces me. "good night Ramos." "good night Mac." i ended up falling asleep in Ramos' arms tonight.

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sorry i havent updated in a while.. :/ 

ill get better at updating sooner or later!! and i just trying to think of ideas  for this story! 

hope you guys enjoied. its a very sad chapter i see. much cry.