ashtons p.o.v
**a/n:possible triggering ahead if u can get triggered please skip over and know I love you^-^**
as soon as mikey and Luke went home Cal went to see his mom. I was all alone I'm not sure if that's good or bad It's good for me cause I can cut but It's also bad for me cause I hate being alone.
I run to the bathroom and grab my razor I stare at it and sit in the corner of the room and pulls down my sleeves
one cut for being fat
another for being ugly
another for being worthless
another for being a waste of space
and ten more for not being good enough
just as I was about to do one more I heard a voice "a-ashton? what did you did to yourself?"I looked up seeing Luke standing there tears running down his face. I drop the razor and start crying into my knees Luke drops to his knee and Hugs me whispering in my ear "I'm gonna help you"
***authors note***
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