ashtons p.o.v
ever sense Luke found me cutting he's been doing wrist checks and he hid every single razor I own and I can't find them any where. I kinda find it sweet that he cares if I'm hurting my self I still hate myself and I still don't eat cause I'm fat but Luke makes me happy I feel like I can be myself around him he asked me to go bowling with him today he knows I suck at bowling I think he did it on purpose so I got ready in a pretty big sweater and tight black jeans and my converse I put contacts in so I didn't have to wear my glasses he should be here any minute as if on cue there was a knock on me and calums apartment door I slowly open the door seeing a very hotly dressed Luke.
"you ready to go ashy?"he smiles
-----time skip to date-----
it was fun Luke kept messing me up by tickling my side when it was my turn I would be mad and yell at him but in up laughing and forgiving him cause he has that affect on me. soon we were eating we got a big plate of nachos I thought 'little won't hurt' the nachos looked so good.
those were the best nachos I have ever ate I ate almost the whole plate Luke seemed confused as to why I was so hungry but they were so good I couldn't stop my self.
after our date he dropped me off at home and did the last thing I expected.
he kissed me.
***author note***
okay so does that count as a cliff hanger or not anywho how is every one? this isn't edit and I think it one of my longest chapters I hope u guys like please vote and comment thank you guys I love you all so much!!!
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