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Forgiveness

IRENE'S POV

We rushed Y/N to the hospital as she suddenly collapsed, luckily Seulgi caught her. We are now at a hospital that is under of Y/N's company. We are waiting for the doctor to inform us what happened to Y/N, we don't know we are going to do if her condition is bad.

The doctor came out after a few minutes, "There are good news and bad news, good news that she is stable but let her sleep for the rest of the day, because she doesn't have enough proper sleep for who knows? days or weeks? that's why she collapsed, so we wouldn't let her discharge today, bad news as we examine her, yes her bruises and wounds in her body healed but I think the bruises and wounds in her heart and brain are worse, so sad to say that she is experiencing depression again, I would like all of you to take care of Y/N, we all know that she is so precious to all of us, she will be discharged tomorrow and the next two days she can rehearse but please force her to eat and rest" the doctor said.

We can't do anything but cry when we heard that she has depression and I think it is because of us.

"Can we stay here too?" Yeri asked the doctor replied that it is okay for us to stay the night because Y/N's room is big enough for us to stay and there is another bed and a sofa.

"What are we going to do? What if she still ignore us? How can we help her?" Seulgi asked.

"She can't do anything if we force her right? And based on her reaction before she collapsed, I noticed that she is going to say something but I think she will forgive us, and we are still doing our best to gain her trust again right?" I said to them.

"But what if she don't and if we force her she will mad at us even more and our job is going to be at stake" Joy said.

"Y/N will not threat us, if it is related to work related because we all know she is a good leader, a good CEO, a good leader-servant she will not do that" I assured them.

As the night goes by Seulgi and Yeri decided to sleep on the bed since they fit there and Wendy and Joy slept of the sofa while sitting and I'm sitting on a chair beside Y/N.

"Y/N, we are very sorry please forgive us, I know what we did to you, trigger for you to have depression but please give us a chance, we will make it up to you" I cried then I fell asleep while holding her hand.

3RD POV

The girls are not aware that Y/N woke up and she heard what Irene said

"You guys always saying you will make it up to me and I will give you guys a chance again but I never heard to you guys that you will not do it again and it is all that I've been waiting for but I guess, I will talk to you guys even if you don't say those words, I'm sorry too" Y/N said before sleeping again.

It is morning now and Y/N is the first one to woke up and she called the nurse to remove the dextrose and then she started to pack her things while letting the girls sleep more because tomorrow is their rehearsals for the concert.

After an hour all of them are awake and it is visible that the situation is too awkward.

"Uhm, let's go? I will drive, it is still our day off and it is only 9 in the morning, should we head home to change and eat, and if you guys want, let's go to the movies or what? for us to spend time with each other let's enjoy our day off because tomorrow all of us will be tired" Seulgi said as she is staring at Y/N, they are doing this to cure Y/N and for her to forgive them.

"Yes! Let's go, it is a great idea unnie" Yeri said with excitement "how about you guys? what do you think?" Yeri asked them and Joy, Wendy and Irene agreed and Y/N doesn't reply yet and the girls are waiting for her to repond.

"How about you Y/N-ssi?" Joy asked her and she only nods and it makes them happy that Y/N agreed.

The whole ride was silent and when they glance at Y/N they can see that Y/N is sad while looking outside the window and they can't do anything because they all know that they are the reason why she is like that. When they got home they apologized again to Y/N.

"Y/N-ssi? Can you stay at the living room? We want to have a meeting" Irene said as they going out of the car.

"Okay" Y/N respond and Irene is happy that finally she responded.

They all went to the living room and all of them are silent, so Y/N decided to break the silence.

"What are we gonna talk about? I thought you want to watch movies but why are we having a meeting? All of our schedules are planned so, what is this for?" Y/N asked them because she thinks that they are wasting time just staring at the floor waiting for each other to speak, but they can see that Y/N is suffering then suddenly all of the girls cried.

"Y/N-ssi you've been diagnosed having depressi-" before Wendy finishes her statement Y/N cut her off "I know hahaha, unfortunately I'm having it again but don't worry I'm okay" Y/N said faking a smile.

"No, You're not okay! Don't lie to us. We can see that you are suffering and it is all because of us, we betrayed you, we broke your trust and we abando-" Joy shouted while sobbing but Y/N cut her off like what she did to Wendy.

"I know but you have already apologi-" Y/N was cutted off by Irene. "Can you please listen first?! Don't cut us off! we want to make things right so please listen to us, you are only hearing us but you don't listen to us! Sorry I didn't mean to shout, I'm sorry, we are sorry for everything that makes you like that" Irene said as she cried again.

"I'm always listening to all of you but I'm hurt you know, I already forgave all of you but I'm not ready yet to interact to all of you guys like we did before because it hurts and I know that you want to gain my trust again, to make it up to me but there is one thing that I have been waiting for is for all of you to promise me not to do it again because I felt so betrayed after all of the years I built my walls up, yet you are the ones who broke it I felt so happy when I met you guys but then you also broke me as a whole. I can see you guys are trying, you always approach me but when I said something you guys are giving up easily and try again the next day, I am expecting that you guys will be persistent as I am, you will not let the day pass without me accepting what you guys are offering but you guys don't insist and you made me feel even worse, when time you guys are approaching me, I don't hate you guys, I love all of you but I hate myself" Y/N said sobbing and the girls went to her to hug her and she is tired so she just let them.

"Y/N we are very sorry, we promise that we will make it up to you, gain your trust protect and care for you and we will not do out mistakes again, we will not betray you ever again we will not give up on you" Yeri said "Yes, Y/N please let us help you to fight your depression we love you we will do anything for you just please trust us back" Seulgi said and all of them are waiting for Y/N to respond, they let go of the hug as Y/N still not responding and they think that Y/N still hates them before Y/N said something they suddenly hug her again and Y/N is overwhelmed that they don't actually gave up " We are not going to give up, Please forgive us but if you still can't answer we can wait" Wendy said.

"I forgave all of you and I mean it, let's get back together again" Y/N said and they cried in each other's arms knowing that they are already forgiven.