thorki one shots // requests oepn

dead to me

((this is right after endgame, so if you haven't seen it please skip to the next one!!

     After the battle between thanos and going on the ship with quill and the rest of them, Thor became unusually quiet, uncooperative, and fussy, quite literally like a baby. The team thought it was because of tony's death, but, in reality, it was because of loki's. He kept having nightmares about it and flashbacks throughout the day. He couldn't help but think, of possibilities of bringing him back or what he could do to try and move on.

     A few months had passed and thor was still the same way, only having the team give in and ask why he could possibly be upset for this long. But they only got a response of he was "fine", even tough it was very clear he was by far, not fine. "thor?" Mantis had asked, going over to where he had laid and sat down next to him. "I know.. you must feel down.." she said, reaching over but got interrupted by thor. "please, don't touch me mantis.. not now.." he muttered. "the whole crew already knows you are upset.." she said and thor dhook his head. "not upset."

     "c'mon thor, you have been lazing around for days, months actually. we know you are upset, but, stark and you, don't seem to have much in common.." quill had stated as he came in as gamora followed quill, grabbing his arm to drag him back out. As they agreed that Mantis was the most qualified to talk to him right now, in his, fragile state, so to speak. Before Gamora could drag him away, thor spoke up again. "This isn't about tony.. I am sad he has passed, but it is not the reason why I am acting this way, it is about loki, my brother." he had said. "You mean, the brother that had tried to destroy the world? The one who had always tried to turn on you?" quill asked, hurting thor's feelings without really meaning to.

     "I know he had tried to kill everyone, on multiple occasions. But I know he was changing. Our paths might of parted quite some time go but he was finally coming around, and  only for him to be taken away from me." he had said, getting up. Quill moved back a bit, a bit intimidated by thor, but of course he wouldn't of admitted it. "Are you sure he is even dead? Did you not mention he had tricked you multiple occasions?" rocket asked from behind Gamora, making Quill and Gamora move. "Yes but I know, for a fact this time, he his dead, dead."

      Rocket hesitantly nodded. "alright." he had said. Then Gamora spoke up finally. "maybe, we should leave thor be now, let him rest a bit longer... And it reeks in here." she had said and all if them had left, making Thor sigh. He took out a photo of himself and Loki when they were younger. "Im sorry my dearest brother. I could not protect you from you being and oaf.. But I promise you, I'll figure out how to bring you back." he had whispered, closing his eyes.

      The next day,  Thor had woken and started cleaning his room. Then he had remembered what old man Steve had said. Loki had taken the tesseract, so that means he could still be alive, somewhere. then he dropped the things he was cleaning, going to do some research on earthby himself. But, he did not come up with a single thing. Only if tony was here... After he decided to put everything back and groan. He had definitely gotten frustrated. At least until a figure had popped up in front of him, it being Loki. 'how?' Thor had thought. "hello brother, did you miss me?" he had asked. Tears had welled up in thor eyes, even his fake one. An illusion? it had to be. How could it be actually him?  "well brother? you're awfully quiet for someone that said he thought the world of me." 

     Thor just walked passed him, going to the public bathroom so he could have some privacy with so called loki. When they had both gotten in, thor had locked the door behind them. "I thought you were dead! For all I know this could be- could be my imagination.. could be you pulling the most horrible trick ever." he had said as tears trickled down his face. "dearest brother, I'm sorry for the pain I had caused. But, this is real, I am real.. im back." he said and put his hand on thor's cheek. Thor had only replied with leaning into his touch. "I missed you... Its been years since I had seen you.." he said and Loki had a crooked smiled. "im honored that you care so much about me, you big oaf." Loki had stated.

     After going back to quill and the rest of them with loki, they were about to yell until they noticed loki. "how?" Quill asked, more of in awe of how all the sudden he is back. "I had the tesseract. I did go to a, alternate universe; but, I think I liked this thor more, my thor." he said, making the rest of the team a bit baffled. "yours?" Mantis had spoken, and loki nodded. "This one. The one I had grown up with." he had stated to make the point clear.

After loki had explained what the alternate universe was like, they had all agreed that they like it here, even if it wasn't perfect. Then the rest of the team left to leave Thor and Loki to talk alone. Only to have Thor hug loki, making Loki make a disgusted look. "I am glad to have you back, brother. Just.. promisw you wont leave again or do anything stupid again." he said and loki siled a bit and put his hand on his head, which was resting on Loki's chest. "okay, you big oaf." he said and Thor smiled a bit, looking up to him as he had kept his head on Loki's chest, making Loki's hear flutter a bit. His cheeks turning light pink as he put his hand over Thor's face before getting up. "Alright, that is enough of that" he said and Thor was sitting there, looking confused. "brother?" he asked and Loki turned around, making it a bit more obvious

((I hope you guys enjoyyeeddd!!! 

{finished 12:08am  est may 17th 2019}