❝i swear my mind amazes me sometimes❞ renjun happily carried the groceries i brought to the cupboard.
❝you know what, since i'm feeling generous today, you don't need to pay me back❞ i flopped myself to the couch. i said while opening my phone.
❝whatever, i really just wanted you to get out of the apartment. you look like you're about to rot❞ he remarked, worry hid in humor in his tone. he turned his attention back to the ingredients to sort it out.
❝i'm trynna find a job, i promise. see?❞ i opened my job searching app and presented it to renjun's direction. ❝yeah sure, sweaty❞ he said indifferently, his back still facing me.
sighing, i went to my room to figure out what i'm about to do with my life, a task i've been stuck on for the last few years. i feel like a lost soul and i'm afraid my soul will actually leave my body with the way i'm letting myself be worthless everyday.
i wish i could be renjun. we graduated together in college but he wasn't an underemployed unsuccessful person like me. after two years of graduating, i'm still here at our college apartment, unable to move out.
renjun was too nice to make me pack my things, let alone pay for rent- especially now that he knew my parents were giving me allowance fit for my food only since they weren't even supposed to send me cash because they thought i was already earning so much.
they were just making sure their son was doing fine which i always convinced them that i was and am.
renjun was supposed to make money now with the bedspace i'm occupying but here i was, a pest hanging on the kindness of others.
why can't i do things by myself for once?
i reckoned i was too busy doing nothing to even notice that it was already night time and just like that,
i wasted another day.
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Fanfiction"we can't have both, donghyuck" in which two boys have to choose between luck or love.
