It's hard being around you. It makes me nervous and I sometimes make silly mistakes and make myself look stupid.
It's hard trying to get your attention. Your surrounded by so many people that sometimes I feel invisible.
It's hard to get the perfect gift. You receive so much love from everyone around that sometimes I forget that you don't need mine as well.
It's hard to be myself around you. I try to change what I think you would hate about me but sometimes I forget that you would maybe accept the real me.
It's hard being just friends. You smile at me and crack jokes but sometimes I forget that's how you act with everyone and that I'm not anyone special.
