I'm Fine

Talking

I'm on my rant account like you told me. I'm crying like a baby because that's what I am even if you didn't say it I read between the lines. So I'm on here now, I'm ready to talk but I guess that's gone out the window. It's funny how sometimes you do things and then in the long run it happens to be different than what you expected especially knowing you could've changed it and it's your fault it's happening. So yeah I'm crying now. I'm on the other account now. You happy? I can't talk to you and you won't talk to me which means she won't talk to me so I'm alone. I'll keep my mouth shut from now on and just bottle everything up. It's been working fine I don't know why I got away from it.

*sniff*

I'm done. I'm not okay but I'm done. Read between the lines and find out the reality. That I'm actually hurt and upset that I lost not one but two lifelines and it's because of me and me being a dumb fucking idiot.