I'm Fine

Numb

I'm numb
I don't give a crap if you get offended by what I'm saying I'm upset because of you
You took her
She fell for your lies

I told your secrets to the world when in reality I was only talking to her
Because if I talked to you you would've done nothing but cut me off
I already lost you three times so it means I never had you to begin with

Apparently I'm a problem
The one that starts everything wrong
The one that ruins everything the one that starts everything
Again I don't give a shit if you get offended you know who you are
And this is just the consequences of what you did to me

You hurt me because I hurt you because she hurt me
Right?
You don't know the full story? I do though but since your not talking to em, neither of you are you'll never know the real fucking truth

Yeah I'm pissed off
Yeah I'm upset
You won't talk to me
She won't talk to me
But my sister will

If I get on a plane and move
I'll move in with her
Stay with her
Because she cares and loves me no matter what

Go ahead and unfollow me after reading this
Go ahead and never talk to me again after reading this
Go ahead and report me after reading this
I don't care anymore

I don't care about the world
I don't care about digging a hole and burying myself til I suffocate
I just
Don't care

Let me die
Whether it be from a broken heart
Or something different
Let me die

I don't care anymore
I really don't because every time I try to defend myself someone gets hurt
Someone gets hurt
Someone always gets hurt

Oh but it's always my fault isn't it?
Isn't it?
I don't know what I did? I don't know how and I've said sorry and proven it but you don't care obviously.
Neither of you do.

After today I'm done
I've been numb for quite a while and all I'll ever say now as a response is
Yes
Yeah
No
Okay

All because of you.
All because my hope is gone.
All because no one listens or ignores me
All because I'm me.

I'm numb.