-NEW- Purple Paladin (Pidge x fem reader

bonding

Pidge was ranting about weather or not the princess named Allura was right about her piloting the green lion. "Pidge, I'm sure it will choose you. You're smart and daring and you have all of the characteristics Princess Allura listed. If the lion doesn't pick you, the lion is a dumbass." I said. "Language, Y/N!" Shiro said. "Kay, space dad." I said. Pidge tried to stop herself from laughing. "Thanks, Y/N." Pidge said.

time skip a day or a quintent?? because I'm Haggar

I heard the castle distress alarm while I was in the training room and quickly put on my paladin armor before I ran to the sound of Allura's distressed voice. Shiro and I were the only ones there until Hunk, Pidge, and Keith walked in. (A/N: I don't remember a lot from season 1 so forgive me for my sins.)  "Alright that was a test and everyone except Shiro and Y/N failed. You guys aren't even wearing your armor! And where's Lonce?" Allura said sternly. As if on cue, a very tired Lance in a blue robe walked into the room. "What's going on?" he asked. Allura began to rant about how we lack readiness and reflexes. Now we're doing team bonding exercises. This weird projecting headband thing projected what we were thinking about and I couldn't help but look at others thoughts. Hunk was thinking about food, Lance was thinking about his family, and Pidge was thinking about Matt. I was thinking about the cuts on my right arm and my parents who hated me so fucking much. I tried to think about the purple lion, but I couldn't stop thinking about how much I hated myself and how much I wanted to die. "Pidge, stop thinking about your girlfriend!" Lance said. " And Y/N, stop thinking about-" Lance stopped speaking and I could tell that he was in shock. "Y/N-" he started. "I need to be alone right now." I said. "Y/N, you can't just leave-" "SHUT THE FUCK UP! LEAVE ME ALONE, LANCE!" I yelled. I threw the headband on the ground and ran off in tears.

Lance's P.O.V

Everybody was looking at me. "What was she thinking about?" Shiro asked. He looked very worried about his sister but I know that she wouldn't want me to tell him about it. "She wouldn't want me to tell you." I said. I was scared for Y/N. She was one of my friends at the garrison for a while and I didn't know anything about her cutting herself. "What was she thinking about, Lance?!" Pidge yelled. This took me by surprise. "Um, she was thinking about her c-cu-" I tried to say it but I couldn't. She was my best friend besides Hunk when we got into the garrison, so I couldn't say it. "LANCE, WHAT WAS IT?! SPIT IT OUT!" Keith and Pidge yelled. " HER CUTS! SHE WAS THINKING ABOUT THE CUTS ON HER WRIST!" I lashed out. Shiro, Pidge, and Keith looked like that their hearts just broke into a million pieces. "Did they seem self inflicted?" Shiro asked. "S-some did, some didn't. Why? Have people hurt her like this in the past?" I asked. Shiro nodded. It didn't seem like he wanted to think about it. "Paladins, why aren't you working? Where's Y/N?!" Allura yelled. "She couldn't stop thinking about something terrible that happened to her, so she stormed off." Hunk said. "What was so terrible that she had to be alone?" Allura said like a mom. "She has gone through some bad things on earth and she has PTSD along with depression and anxiety, so she has panic attacks a lot." Shiro said. "Shiro, what has she been through?" Pidge asked. "I don't think Shiro wants to talk about that now." I said.

Pidge's P.O.V

I ran to Y/N's room and heard a turntable playing in her room and beautiful singing

Are you insane like me?
Been in pain like me?
Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?
Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?And all the people say
You can't wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasolineI think there's a flaw in my code
These voices won't leave me alone
Well my heart is gold and my hands are coldAre you deranged like me?
Are you strange like me?
Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?
Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?
Pointing fingers 'cause you'll never take the blame like me?And all the people say
You can't wake up, this is not a dream
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
With your face all made up, living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasolineI think there's a flaw in my code
These voices won't leave me alone
Well my heart is gold and my hands are cold

I walked in and I could see her cuts because her sleeves were rolled up. She was looking at me with tears in her eyes. Her face was red and it seemed like some of her cuts were bleeding. "Are you okay, Y/N?" I asked. "N-no... H-help me...K-Katie." she said. She began to throw up. And it wasn't just any kind of vomit, it was blood. She was vomiting blood. "S-SHIRO! IT'S Y/N! SHE'S VOMITING BLOOD!" I yelled. Shiro, Keith, Allura, and Coran were all there faster than you could say quiznack. Shiro held her and hugged her. "Should I prepare a bath or a healing pod?" Allura asked Shiro. "Takashi, I'm fi-"she began to cough up some more blood and we began to see a cut on her collarbone that was bleeding badly. "Prepare a pod. She'll most likely be in there for one day or, um, what was the word again?" Shiro asks. "A quintent." I say.