Secret (Stray Kids Jisung)

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Jisung's POV 

She cant be...

I mean, is she? I might be imagining things. But... I mean...

Y/N coughs. "Are you gonna knock or what?" She looks at me, frowning.

"I, um... Yeah, duh." I try and recover quickly, but my other hand starts shaking.

Her hands are just so...

Soft, I guess would be the word.

I shake my head and open the door to see Felix throwing a ball at ceiling.

"Yeet." He says as he throws into a cup. "I'm bored."

"Well not anymore." I say as I pull Y/N into the room.

"Are you sur-" He stops talking as he looks at me. Then at Y/N. Then at me Then at her. Then at me. Then at her, and after that at me. He looks at our hands, and looks at me with a smirk.

Y/N wriggles her soft fingers out of my grip and puts her arms up.

"Ay, Mosquito!" She says he gets up out of his bed and put his arms too.

"Aceee." And then they walk into a hug.

I felt a little pang in my chest as they hugged each other.

I've felt this feeling before. 

Am I just now realizing that its happening again? I mentally punch myself. The heart beating... the stuttering... the butterflies... It was so obvious. 

I think I... Like like her? 

No, Jisung Han, shut up.

Its not happening, no its not.

So just please, shut up.

Even though I keep telling myself that its okay, my jealousy grows little by little.

"Oh my gosh, how've you been lately?" She grabs his wrist and starts jumping up and down, then stops. "The managers are nice to you, right? Do they treat you badly?" Y/N says a little out of breath.

"The managers are good to me." Felix smiles as he watches her jump up and down again. I do smile, too, at how cute she...

...At how cute they look together. The both of them. 

Felix looks at me again and his eyes light up. I can basically see the light bulb light up above his head.

"You guys went to that new restaurant, right?" 

We nod in response. 

"No way! I've been wanting to try it, but no one wanted to come with me." Felix looks at the door before continuing. "How was the date?"

I think I can actually feel how hot Y/N's cheeks are.

"Nah, i'm just playing with you. But really, was the food good?"

We keep on talking about how delicious the food was there. After a while, we eventually start talking about other new places that it we could go to in Korea (it was surprisingly Felix who changed the subject.).

"Hey, maybe we could all go to the amusement park tomorrow. You guys down?" Y/N says enthusiastically.

"Yeah! and we could bring everyone else, too?" I look at Felix to see if he agrees with me.

He nods. "Hopefully Woojin, Seungmin and Jeongin wont be scared of you any more." We all laugh. "And wasn't that Jeongin screaming when he saw you?"

"It was, wasn't it? I don't know about that kid.  He worries me sometimes." I look out the window, and then at the time.

5:26?? 

"Speaking of I.N., maybe he should walk you to your house? I mean you, Felix, and him. So, um, he can get used to you. Its getting late so i'd rather you go with some people than by yourself." As I say that, I feel my mood go down a little.

"With out you?" Y/N pouts.

"He must be tired. Ill go get Jeongin while you two say your goodbye's." Felix get up and start walking towards the door, then when he was about to leave,  he winks at me then closes the door.

 Me and her. Her and me. My heart starts beating a little faster.

I put my hand over my chest to try and calm it down. I take a deep breath in, then let it out.

"Are you like having a heart attack or something?"

I give her a 'of course not' look, then say "Come on, I'll wall you to the lobby."

We both walk in silence to the elevator. Since I dont really like 'silence,' I come up with something completely random to say. 

"Who is your favorite in Stray Kids? Besides me and Felix." I say as we walk into the elevator.

"My favorite...?" She put her hand on her chin. "Jeongin and Minho!" She squeals a little bit and puts her hand over her heart. "I think I love them." She looks at me. "I think I might love them more than you do."

"Whoa whoa whoa." I repeat her words in my head. 

She's joking with me, right?There is no way she loves Minho more than me. 

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