You wake up staring at the ceiling, hearing your phone ring. It takes you a moment to make out the sound coming from it; "My Pace" by Stray Kids. You grab your phone, already knowing who's calling.
"What's up?" You yawn and slowly sit up in bed.
"When do you think you'll be here?" You hear a low whiny voice on the other side of the line.
You groan. "Jisung, you did not just wake me up to ask me that question."
"I did," he chuckles out in the other line. It sounded like he had already been up for hours.
"I was sleeping in... let me sleep, please." You complain,laying back down in your bed.
"Sleeping in till 13:00 isn't very healthy," Jisung snaps.
"Don't recall asking."
He sighs. Your morning mood was always your most annoying. "You never answered my question."
"I think I'll be there in a couple of days," You pause, scratching the to of you head. "Sadly."
"At least you've got me, right?"
"I guess. But I like Felix more, he's funny."
You wait for an answer that never comes.
"Just kidding, I like you both equally
"Ehh kindda figured, there's almost no way"
"Then you didn't say anything because....?"
"I dunno."
"Correction: I don't know."
"Seriously Y/N?"
"Seriously Jisung."
Awkward Silences are the absolute worst. Especially when they're 30 seconds long.
"Someone told me you used to like me."
His words catch you off guard. I mean you did like him, but you couldn't tell if he mean't like-like, or crush like. It would be true either way though.
"I do like you." Your heart skips a beat.
"Right."
"No, I do."
"As a friend." You both say at the same time. The only difference between your words was that you held up quotation marks (which Jisung couldn't see because you weren't video calling).
"Anywho, I have to go." You say trying not to sound as disappointed as you actually were.
"Really? I didn't know you had a life."
"Well, I do! Unlike you!"
And with that, you hang up.
You turn on your bed, looking at the ballerina doll on you night stand.
"I miss you."
You turn to the picture of you and Jisung.
"Dont worry, I miss you too."
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Secret (Stray Kids Jisung)
Fanfiction"But... why?" Your voice cracks when you ask, with tears in your eyes and a big lump in your throat. "Because I cant, Y/N. I dont want to get..." Jisung trails off. He hugs you. You hesitantly hug back. "I just cant." "But you can trust me. I wont h...
