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Flashback*

So I'm going to be doing a couple of chapters of Violets P.O.V. But I once we find out what happens to Violet than I will write Tate's and Adam's P.O.V.

Tate and Adam left the hospital a couple of hours ago.

I wouldn't blame them, I actually felt bad seeing them that hurt.

I wish I could be next to them and cuddle them.

I knew one day I had to decide who I would stay with.

But how I didn't know if I would die or survive.

Sometimes I remember how hard life has been.

Like that one time me and my family where having a great time.

We where so happy that there was going to be another addition to the family.

As soon as we found out that she lost it, we were so heartbroken.

Or the other time when I was in school and that girl Leah and her friends bullied me because I was different.

A week ago I saw Tate flirting with a really pretty blonde girl.

They kissed and I felt so jealous but I had to remember that I wasn't dating Tate.

I really liked Tate. He made me feel so incredible.

"Violet, you are such a beutiful girl and make sure no one tells you different.

Ever since I met you life has changed for me and I lov- like you."

Tate was going to say love you but he didn't.

I was really fucking pissed. But there was nothing I could do.

I remember when me and Tate went out to eat. After we did we went for a walk.

It was so beutiful outside. Tate didn't stop looking at me most of the time.

I was always so nervous to the feeling of his georgus face staring at me.

Gosh he was perfection.

We talked about how life was but of course mine wasn't good at all.

Tate seemed to have a really bad childhood.

He got a text message from someone. I didn't see who it was from.

Until he accidently dropped his phone and I saw the name Emma.

Who the fuck was that girl so called Emma?

Ugh I knew Tate was just playing with me.

Why would he ever want a pathetic girl like me.

"Tate I have to go I'm sorry" I said with teary eyes.

He was confused, I could tell.

I left running home without letting him give me an explanation.

At like 1:00am that night I heard a thump in my window.

I quickly went to look at my window and to my surprise it was him. Tate.

He climbed up my window up to my room.

"Listen Violet I think I know why your mad at me. But here's the truth I broke up with my ex Emma and she tried to get me back but I promise I didn't text her back."he said. "Violet I lo-oove you."

That's when I felt everything explode inside me.

He just said he loved me. No one has ever said that to me.

"Tate you have to go my parents are going to find out your in here I promise I'll call you or text you okay?" I said. "Okay goodnight Violet" he said.

He disappeared within a second.

I couldn't tell him I loved him because it wasn't fair for Adam.

That's the last of my flashback that I remembered of having with Tate.

I came into tears remembering about those days with Tate.

For a second I thought I was there again but then I realized I was still a spirit wondering around until hopefully I would wake up.

I think I won't wake up. I just can't. All those bad memories are killing me.

But the good ones want me to stay even if I can't.