Pleasure

14

It's been a while
Sorry for waiting :) nagtratrabaho na kasi ako kaya wala na akong time
Pero seryoso ngayon nalang ako ulet nakahawak ng maayos na phone (with magandang feature hehe)

so here it goes ;) enjoy *hugs*
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Chapter 14: [SOMEONE'S POV]

I've been thinking things over this past few weeks. Those weeks that I don't show myself to Xes. I overthink it. The engagement, the freedom, the liberation and specially Xes.

"It's about the engagement"

I saw Xes hold her breath, I don't know but this girl gives me chills. Just by looking at her like this. That's what I'm scared about. She's just amazing and I can't take my eyes of her. That's the reason why I've been pushing her away from me. Coz I'm too afraid to fall in love with her. I tried to play with other girls to forget her. But I can't fight my feelings anymore.

"Hunter, if your going to accused me again about it. I'm going to tell you again. I never wished that to mom. I swear"

"No, I-i-i want to-to marry you" -inisip ko din, why not be true with myself. I think I was just desperate to remain steady with what I have right now, but I can be what I am until I grow old. I need to face challenges with someone who understand me and supports me.

"Sorry, but its really not my fault---------------WHAT????"

She said wide opened. That's it? Is it a yes? She's amazing and I won't hold back anymore.

"I want to marry you, I'm serious!"

"But. But! Y-you just said you don't want me"

"No, no, I don't mean that. I-I'm just too afraid to fall in love with you Xes! You're so much for me! That's why I don't want to be with you but I just can't stop my feelings anymore."

"J-james!"  she said also a whisper

"Sorry for pushing you away! I'm too naive to do that"

I pulled a ring and kneel on the ground. This is for eternity right? We can live together right? I used to be strong and I usually pushed this girl in front of me away. But the more I pushed her away. The more I got attached with her. How's that possible? I don't know! But maybe this is what they call LOVE? Am I making any sense right now?

"W-will you m-marry me?"

My knees tremble as if I'm waiting for the slowest moment in my life to finish. I know, I must be out of my mind to have a sudden change of mind. But I swear to God that I'm really in love with this girl.

"Yea-----"

She nodded while crying. I hugged her. It feels great to know the true feelings you really have. Its like being free from your boundaries. I like this feeling now. The feeling of falling in love.

"I-i love you Hunter" a bit hesitant?

"I love you too" I said as I put the ring on her finger

I bid my goodbye to her. I'm leaving school for a month because of a sudden business trip to Paris. But one thing I'm sure of is that Xes is officially mine. No worrying, no limits, and there's no turning back. I love Xes.

"Take care" she said

I held her hand and kiss it. This feeling is never new but it feels like a new experience to me. I don't want this day to end.

"Do you know the consequence of being attached to Xes?"

A voice echoed in my mind. I'm being lunatic for pete's sake after that phone call last night! I don't really know but there's a strong feeling of nervousness in me that time.

"Don't you know that once you fell for Xes, the chances of breaking is very intense and painful. Mister, I'm tellin' you once you come back you will know true lies"

Am I wrong to fell for Xes? But why? I'm still thinking.

"You're wrong bastard. Xes is mine to begin with. She's mine the moment her mother gave birth of her. No one can steal her away. You hear that?"

"Well, let's see! Le' me ask you a question. Can you still accept Xes even though your not his first?"

"W-what are you talking about? Crap? What are you saying?"

"You will know when you come back"

That's the last thing he said before ending the call. The moment I come back? Should I left Xes behind? Crap! What am I thinking? Xes is mine.

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