Christmas Lights

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A girl once came home from second grade

A grin on her face

A back pack in her hands

And she walked through the door to find her mom and dad

Both smiling brightly

They asked about her day

Wanting to know how it went

She had a crush on a boy in her class

But he never spoke to her

She didn't know what to do

So she gave him a flower

Because she believed boys should get flowers too

And he gave it back

Because he didn't feel the same

A girl once came home from fifth grade

A grimace on her face

A report card in her hand

And she walked through the door to find her mom and dad

Both looking frustrated

They asked about her grades

Wanting to know why they were bad

She had a crush on a boy in her class

But he never looked at her

She didn't know what to do

So she gave him a kiss on the cheek

Because she believed boys should be shown affection too

And he shoved her away

Because he didn't feel the same

A girl once came home from ninth grade

A bruise on her face

A stolen prescription in her hand

And she walked through the door to find her mom and dad

Both screaming loudly

They asked about her wrists

Wanting to know why they were so scarred

She had a crush on a girl in one of her classes

But she never noticed her

She didn't know what to do

So she wrote her a poem

Because she believed everyone deserved a piece of art made for them

And she gave her a kiss

Because she felt the same

A girl once came home from eleventh grade

Tears on her face

A blade in her hand

And she walked through the door to find her mom and dad

Weren't home yet

They would've asked about her arms

Wanting to know why they were covered in old and new burns

She got crushed by her girlfriend

Because people made jokes about bisexuals

She didn't know what to do

So she wrote a letter to her love

Because she believed she deserved more than what happened to her

And she signed it "Your Snow Angel"

Because she still felt the same

A girl once came home from graduation night

Permanent marker on her face

A diploma in her hand

And she walked through the door to find her mom and dad

Were drunk and unaware

They could've asked about the words on her forehead

Wanting to know why it said "Gay Bitch"

She got rejected by her girlfriend

Because people found out about her sex life

She knew exactly what to do

So she wrote a goodbye note to the world

Because she believed everyone deserved to know what happened

And she stared at the Christmas lights before letting herself bleed to sleep

Because ever since second, fifth, ninth, and eleventh grade

She had never felt the same

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