"Damned car, nothing like the Autobots-" I cut myself off before I could finish the sentence. I felt a slight pang in my chest at the thought of a certain GMC Topkick. But I quickly pushed the thought out of my mind and shook my head. I restarted the damned Toyota Corolla that had stalled on me with its nearly worn clutch. I drove to the store, the radio on at a medium level and the windows down. Currently there was nothing on as I shifted through the radio station's before settling on the country station with Different for Girls by Dierks Bentley.
She don't throw any t-shirt on and walk to a bar.
She don't text her friends and say, I gotta get laid tonight.
She don't say, it's okay, I never loved him anyway.
She don''t scroll through her phone just looking for a band-aid.
Tears pricked the backs of my eyes, and I wasn't opposed to letting them spill. I had loved Ironhide, but he made it clear that he didn't and would never feel the same. How was I so blind? The tears began spilling down my cheeks as I listened to the lyrics.
It's different for girls, when their hearts get broke
They can't tape it back together with a whiskey and coke
They don't take someone home, and act like it's nothing
They can't just switch it off, every time they feel something.
I wish that I could just turn my emotions off. This was a living hell that I was living in. I didn't want this life anymore, this pain. I wanted it gone. Just rip my heart out and give me a new one.
A guy gets drunk with his friends and he might hook up,
Fast forward through the pain pushing back when the tears come on
But it's different for girls
By now tears were cascading down my face. I was now parked in the store parking lot just thinking over the lyrics. I never saw Ironhide drink, granted he wasn't even human. But even all of my past human boyfriends, granted I don't know if it's entirely true, some of their buddies would call me and tell me that so and so was a wreck, sleeping, drinking and crying their life away after about a week of being broken up that they insisted on. It was quite funny actually. But I couldn't see Ironhide doing that. He was too big of a hard ass to really show his emotions. It is different for girls though.
She don't sleep all day and leave the house a wreck
She don't have the luxury, to let herself go.
She won't call just to cuss,
Find a wall she can punch.
When the going get's tough yeah guys they can just act tough.
That's exactly what Ironhide was doing, whether or not he was actually hurting, only he knew. But if he was he was hiding it well. I couldn't do it anymore though. I needed him, but that was gone.
It's different for girls, when their hearts get broke
They can't tape it back together with a whiskey and coke
They don't take someone home, and act like it's nothing
They can't just switch it off, every time they feel something.
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Transformers Imagines
FanfictionJust a bunch of Imagines for some Transformers Bayverse Characters. I do not own any of the Transformers or other characters except for my own. All Imagines are appropriate for all audience's unless otherwise marked with an 'E' beside the part tit...
