My Love (Crush x Yandere! Reader)

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(Y/N)'s POV (still)

I went to my classes but I couldn't focus, the only thing that filled my mind was that boy... 

"What is wrong with me?" I muttered to myself so that no one could hear me. This was ridiculous. No way in hell was this normal, I only just met the guy and exchanged words for maybe a minute, but I couldn't help myself. My every thought was filled with him. I began fantasizing about being with him. I knew I had to have him, this was fate, the universe was telling me we were meant to be together. I realized I was in love, even if i shouldn't be. I knew it sounded crazy, but this feeling in my heart was unmistakable. 

My eyes widened as I fully understood. "I'm... in love" I was filled with a sense of joy and fear for I had fallen so deeply so quickly, but I ignored the fear, I knew in my heart that I wanted this, I wanted him. 

My class ended and I went to leave the school when I saw him walking up to me. My heart rate skyrocketed  as he approached, smiling that beautiful smile and waving to me. As I went to say hello, he walked passed me to a different girl. My heart plummeted as he spoke to her. I hid behind the corner nearby and listen to them curiously.

"Hey, cutie" The girl said in a highly flirtatious tone "I'm so glad you agreed to meet me!" She batted her eyes at him and pushed her hair behind  her ear. I immediately knew her intentions, she wanted him.

Suddenly I felt myself become filled with rage and I couldn't control it. My vision seemed to flash red with anger as she continued to flirt with him. I was seething when I heard (C/N) speak.

"I have to go, Veronica. I'll see you later." He turned and rushed away, clearly uncomfortable with the girl's advances. 'Of course he's uncomfortable, he's supposed to love me'  I thought to myself, a smile spreading across my face. This girl was making MY love unhappy, how dare she? The anger flowed through me again. I looked back around the corner to see her pouting like a child, how pathetic. I turned away and walked to leave the same way (C/N) did. I could still see him down the hall, and without noticing I was doing it I followed him.

Okay, I know this is weird, I shouldn't be doing this, but I couldn't get myself to stop. I was just mesmerized by him. The way he moved and the way he  walked were so purely beautiful that I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Slowly the feeling of guilt and creepiness fell away. This was only natural, right? I rationalized to myself that this was okay because he was meant to be mine anyways. There is no way that he would be upset by this since I was his soulmate anyways, but I kept hidden because even though I knew it he might not yet. 'He'll know it soon' I thought happily until new thoughts arose. 'But what if he doesn't? What if that other girl or someone else distracts him from our destiny? What would I do?' These thoughts made me want to cry. How would I live with my soulmate being with someone else, blinded by other girls who want to take him away from me? I couldn't let that happen. I needed him to see what was true, our destiny together...

As I continued to think I realized that I was in a neighborhood now and still  following (C/N). Somehow he hadn't noticed me all this time. He turned down a driveway and puled out his keys. I had followed him all the way to his house! I watched as he went into his home, then read the numbers on the house. I had his address.

I remembered my thoughts from earlier and decided what I would do. I had to keep him safe from these temptresses. The universe was showing me that this was what I had to do, that was the only explanation. I had to keep him safe until he realized his love for me.

So that's exactly what I'll do

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Truly starting in yandere territory now. I'll be trying to pick up the pace from here. Also sorry I didn't update for a few days, I was really busy with school and a show for the school. Alright I'll shut up now, bye!