Skip a few weeks so I've moved in with my gran and grampa im back at school . And well being pregnant isent easy when your hiding it and im 15 so my stomah is starting to show . And well me and daniel are good but were kinda distanceing a bit but that's all to me . And i am now 19
Nan : afternoon
Tegan ; hi
Grandad : so what u got planned today
Tegan ; nothing
Nan : good u seem to be doing a lot rencetly
Tegan ; yh
Grandad : are we gonna get more then one word for u
I shrug my shoulders
Tegan : nan are u and mom talking yet
Nan : no and i will not talk to her again she stole from me
Tegan : ok
Nan ; why u asking
Tegan ; don't know
Grandad : they will make up soon enough im sure
Tegan : ok
My phone then starts ringing
Tegan : hi
Daniel ; why aren't u in your room at your window
Tegan ; oh sorry im just with my family but we can talk
I walk upstairs into my room and i oepn then widow hanging up
Daniel : hi
Tegan : what do u want mr seavey
Daniel ; to be with u miss cooper
Tegan : i want to be on my own at the minute
Daniel ; if u want break up just say id rather u tell me then being dragged along. Because all u seem to do is tell me u want to be on your own
Tegan : i don't want to end things with u i like u so much but at the minute school life . Its all coming to much so i just want to be on my own
Daniel : do u want to break up
Tegan : no did u not hear the part where i said i like u so much
Daniel ; i like u to but how a relationship work if we haven't really seen or spoke to each other. In what 3 weeks
Tegan : im sorry
Daniel ; I'll see u later
Tegan : daniel
Daniel : no see u
Tegan : Daniel please
He goes out throw the window and i sit down on my bed and i start crying omg theses stupid hormones . Uhh why do u do this to yourself u need him around
Nan : tegan can u let me in
Tegan : no i need to study
Nan : i can hear u crying from here let me in
I get up and i answer the door
Tegan : what
Nan ; don't what me but tell me whats wrong
Tegan : nothing just under stress
Nan ; no its not i know when your lying truth now
Tegan : I've been seeing this guy for 3 months or so and I've been under stress . With some stuff so I've told him to leave me alone and he gone off upset with me and i don't want him hating me
Nan : boyfriend
Tegan : yh
Nan : why didn't i know
Tegan : because its wrong like really wrong
Nan : why is it wrong
Tegan ; it doesn't matter
Nan : tegan
Tegan : i can't
Nan : now
Tegan : no...ow
I hold on to my stomah as i feel this Sharpe pain
Nan ; what
Tegan : nothing
Nan : your in pain what is it
Tegan : i don't know don't yell ahhh ow ow
Nan ; what is it
Tegan : go
Nan : no
I grab a jacket and walk down stairs and out the door getting in my car and i start driving , driving around having no clue where to go or what to do . And my phone is driving my crazy its ringing like crazy so i pull over grabbing my phone and ignore the calls and i call my dad
Dad : hi how are u
Tegan : not the best
Dad : what's wrong
Tegan : i made a mistake
Dad : what did u do
Tegan : im pregante
Dad ; oh tegan
Tegan ; please u can't tell anyone not mom no one
Dad : u can't ask me to do that
Tegan ; dad please im begging u
Dad : ok for a bit but u need to tell your mom
Tegan : can i please come over there for a bit
Dad : to england
Tegan : yh i just need to get away for a bit please dad
Dad ; of course u can your welcome to stay as long as u want
Tegan ; thank u
Dad : I'll book u a flight as soon as possible
Tegan : thank u
Dad : see u soon
Tegan : yh
I hang up and i start driving again but i go home
Grandad : where have u been
Tegan : out but im going over to dad for a bit to clear my head
Nan : what about school
Tegan : I'll still study don't worry
I walk upstairs and i start packing my stuff and my dad said me all the information i need for my flight . Which leaves in 4 hours so i need to leave now . So i get my stuff going down stairs
Tegan : leaving now see u soon
Grandad : now
Tegan : yh i just need to destress
Nan : keep me updated what ever pain u were in keep an eye on it
Tegan : yh
I walk out the door and i drive to the airport and i go throw security and i call my mom
Mom : hi
Tegan : hey so im going to see dad for a bit
Mom : what why
Tegan : im stressing so i need to destress before i go insane
Mom : wow ok
Tegan : im at thr airport now
Mom : how long u going
Tegan : a while but I'll call and text everyday
Mom : u better
Tegan : right im gonna go
Mom : ok talk soon
Tegan : yh
I hang up and i call Daniel
Daniel : what i though u said to leave u alone
Tegan : i was just saying im going away for a bit and that I'll see u soon
Daniel : what u can't
Tegan ; i am
Daniel ; please don't I'll give u space
Tegan ; Daniel
Daniel : don't i already know what your gonna say
Tegan : what am i gonna say
Daniel : that u want to break up i can hear it in your voice
Tegan : maybe its the best take a break
Daniel ; no i don't think a break is good becauss that mean were over and i don't want that i love u
Tegan : u don't love me
Daniel : u don't tell who i can and can't love
Tegan : Daniel don't make it harder
Daniel ; no why are u breaking up with me
Tegan : a lot is happeing at the minute and i just need this break
Daniel ; what ever but if u do this is break up with me we will never get back together
I go quite for a bit but he hangs up
Tegan : i love u to
I put my phone down and i put my hands over my face fuck sake
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