Tegan : mom going for a bit
Mom : ok be safe
Tegan : yh
I walk out the door and i get in my car driving to the hospital feeling anxious but i finally get there and i book in
Women : tegan cooper
I stand up and follow the women
Women ; im sister duffey
I nod my head
Duffey : lay down here
I lay down
Duffey : so it says here your just over 5 weeks
Tegan : yh
Duffey : so do u know what u want to do keep abort
Tegan : i have really thought about it and i was leading towards abortion there for no one would know . But then i knew if i did that i woudent able to live with myself .so I'm gonna keep it
Duffey : ok but rember if u change your mind u still have a few weeks
Tegan : i know
Duffey : right can u lift your shirt up a bit
I pull my shirt up a bit and she puts jell on amd moves the wand around
Tegan ; woah thats cold
Duffey ; it will be sorry
Tegan : its fine
Duffey : so dose anyone know
Tegan : no one and i tend to keep it that way for aslong as i can . Because my mom she won't be happy and the baby dad well its a complicated
Duffey : what not together
Tegan : this is wrong but my moms boyfriends son
Duffey : its not wrong but it dose make it compacted
Tegan : and my mom doesn't know
Duffey : so u got a hard one on your hands
Tegan : i have
I then hear the heart beat and i start crying atcahlly it was just tear
Duffey : its very strong u got a heathy baby in there
Tegan : good
She hands me some tissue and i wipe my stomah
Duffey ; here is a few photos
Tegan : thank u
Duffey : I'll call u for a cheak up for next week
Tegan ; ok thank u
Duffey : take care
Tegan ; and u
I get up and i walk out and i get in my car driving home and i message dani telling him im out side . So i wait a few minutes before he comes out
Daniel : hey
He leans over and kisses me and i start driving
Tegan : hi
Daniel : ready for me to whip your ass
Tegan : uh no i am gonna beat your ass
Daniel : u can think that but i know im better
Tegan : sure
I drive to the bowling alley
Daniel : ready
Tegan : to beat your ass yes i am
Daniel : shut up
We have our game of of bowling and surprisingly i won even tho i am crap at it . Maybe saying I'll beat your ass makes u win
Daniel : screw u
Tegan : can't help it
Daniel : so mean
Tegan : oh well
Daniel ; do u think im save to hold your hand
I grab his hand
Tegan : i think so
Daniel : good so where we going
Tegan : i don't know maybe a walk i feel like a walk
Daniel : ha ok were walk
Tegan : good
Daniel : so where did u go this morning
Tegan : just out
Daniel : oh ok
Tegan : can i ask something
Daniel : shoot
Tegan : when we've had sex have u always used a condom
He looks down
Tegan : thats a no ok
Daniel : why do u have something
Tegan : god no i was just wondering
Daniel : um...ok
Tegan : have u got something again
Daniel : no I've only been with u since I've been cleared of stiff
Tegan : good because i do not want stiff or anything
Daniel ; no one dose trust me i was itchy as hell
Tegan : don't need to know
Daniel ; sorry so summers almost over and i don't know if your in collage or what
Tegan : i am in collage are u
Daniel ; nope
Tegan : naughty
Daniel : never liked school
Tegan : and im sure school never liked
Daniel : fuck off
Tegan : bye
