Skip a few weeks just arrived in LA and im starting to show now and im just scared someone's gonna realises but a baggey shirts are a life saver
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Mom ; about time u got back Tegan ; i know its been long ass day but i thought id be nice and say hi before i go home Jeff ; this is your home Tegan : yh i know but have i missed anything any gossip Camila ; stell broke up with me Tegan : oh cam I'm sorry Camila : its fine Daniel ; i got dumped Anna : and been a moody shit Romeo : agreed Tegan : well i think who ever this girl is and stell were very stupid to let to very sweet careing people go . Mom : look at u careing Tegan : yh Jeff : how was engalnd Tegan : it was good Daniel : im going to my room bye
He goes
Romeo : hows dad Tegan : good hes happy Romeo : good Camila : im going aswell
She then goes
Anna : god they've been like this for ages Jeff : there heart broken Mom ; cam loved Stella Jeff : and daniel loved this girl Romeo : so broken heart Mom ; i feel bad for them Tegan : me to
Im heart broken aswell and it was all my fault
Tegan : maybe they need cheering up Jeff : i want to know who the girl is Anna : me to Romeo ; they need time Tegan: yh they do Mom ; but its been over a month Tegan ; its still time they need it Jeff ; u and daniel seem close do u know anything about this girl Tegan : uh no nothing didn't know he was seeing anyone Anna : no one did we only found cause he told us but i forced it out of him .
I nod my head
Tegan ; im gonna cheak on them Mom ; ok
I walk upstairs and i go to cams room
Tegan : are u ok Camila : im fine i just never got the answerd i wanted from stell when she broke up with me Tegan : did she not tell u why Camila : no she just said we needed break up nothing else Tegan : im sorry shes a bitch anyway
She lets out a little laugh
Camila : yh a real bitch Tegan : cam your not the only one going throw this and it might be your first but it won't be your last . Life goes on you'll move on u find someone else who will make u happy Camila : woah smart Tegan ; its what dad told me Camila : god hes amazing with words Tegan : he is Camila ; ok i need ask why are u wear sweats mean u never wear sweats exsept when u sleep . Tegan ; needed to be comfterble Camila : well u look ruff Tegan ; i feel ruff infact worse then ruff i feel horrible and digusting Camila : well being on plane it dose that there distgusting Tegan : true Camila : yh Tegan ; When did stell break up with u Camila : like day 2 days after u left Tegan : god why didn't anyone tell me Camila : because mom said u were under stress and she knew u would worry about me . So i didn't tell u Tegan : still wish someone told me Camila : oh well its over now Tegan : yh right I'll be back in a minute Camila : ok
I get up walking out and i knock on daniels door
Daniel : come in
I walk in
Daniel ; what do u want Tegan : to talk Daniel : well i don't Tegan : please Daniel Daniel ; fine
I shut the door and i sit at the end of his bed
Tegan : i am sorry for ending things just like that and then leaving it just everything i was getting to much . School sneaking around keep scarets all of it . And at the end i started talking everything out on u so i just wanted to say sorry Daniel : ok Tegan : please say more then that the last thing i want is for u to hate me even more . Daniel : i don't hate u im just confused u said earlier that day u didn't want to break up . But then later that day u break up with me im just confused Tegan; i said all the reasons why Damiel ; ok Tegan : im not asking u to take me back but are we ok can we go back to some what frineds Daniel : but what if i want u back Tegan : not at the minute Daniel : why Tegan : at the minute school comes first no distractions i need to get a degree . Daniel : but i won't get in your way I'll understand when u say u want to be on your own Tegan : but will u Daniel : yes i will i promise i just want u back because i love u Tegan : do u Daniel : what love u
I nod my head
Daniel : i do i love u Tegan : daniel im.... pregnate
He looks at me and its dead silent
Daniel : get out now Tegan : da Daniel : i said get out
I get up and i walk out going down stairs
Tegan : im going Mom : be careful
I walk out and i get in my car and i just start crying leaning my head agnist the driving wheel . But i wipe my eyes and i drive home
Nan : hi Tegan : not in the mood
I walk upstairs and i just unpack all my stuff this is why i didn't want to tell Daniel . Im doing this on my own as soon as my family know there kicking me out .
