Have you ever just stopped realised how much your life had changed and wish you could go back and change so many things Becuase your at the point where you have a bottle of whiskey in one hand and a bottle of pills that will end all of your suffering in the other hand holding it tight and thinking should I do it or not, well let's go back to the begin where it all beginning where everything changed forever I went from having everything I could ever want to having nothing but suffering and pain in my life I couldn't feel anything else it's all started 6 years ago on November 13 a night I will have burned into my skull for the rest of my life my name is Damon Delucas and this is my story.
It was the year 2003 I had just turn eighteen and thought I knew it all I was the captain of the football team I had the best girlfriend who I had been with for 4 years I meet her on my first day of high school we were good friend until year 9 where our relationship took off. I had a bright future ahead of me people said I was an a+ student and my family was very wealthy. I have two twin brothers who are three years old Dean and Tristan, my Two sisters Isabella who was 6 and Rosy who was 13 years, then their was my second younger brother Jensen who was seventeen and who was also my best friend but over the years of growing house we Hardly talked even thro we lived together.
My father was the CEO and proud Owner of De Lucas industries, which was one of the biggest global manufactures weapons, company in the world. They work in-congestion with the military and much other Government Operation, but I really didn't care until I was told that one day I would have to run it. Just like my Grandfather passed the company on to my father.
My Mother who was alcoholic and my father work late Every night he was a hard working man but soon after his father pass on the company to him, it soon took him over and I felt sorry for my father running a company on his own, every night getting home sitting in his office for hours working you could see it in his eyes he was tired but even thro he has all the money he could ever dream of he still worked like he didn't have a cent and it really affected our family especially my mother.
That was my life and my family and I wouldn't change it for anything
Until some one changed it for me on it all started on November 13 2003 when I was getting ready to go out with some mates to the local bar on that Saturday night is was 9:03 when I looked at my watch, it was that or sit at home listen to my brother and sisters play or cry or bug me to death don't get me wrong they were cutie and I loved them but they drive me insane.
As I hear a knock at my door and my mother said it me open up I new she was drunk and I was just sick of seeing her destroy her self, as I open up the door she had a glass of whiskey in her hand and her other one pointing at me she said why are you doing this to me you going out Every Night I worry about you. Worry I replied you should worry about your self look at you mother you're my son and I love you, what's a matter I asked her I'm just going to the bar with some mates to get a drink, you want a drink here she said as my mother threw her drink all over me.
I stood in shock as whiskey dripped or over me I'm so sorry honey I don't know what I'm doing as she came to hug me I pushed her into the wall first you do this then your sorry I'm sorry mother but it doesn't work that way. I walked out of that room and stood in the hallway I was going to leave but I wasn't a mean person and I still loved my mother no matter what she dose I walked back into the room and said come on mother time for bed I put my mother to bed kissed her on the head and closed the door,
I knocked at my brothers door and told him to watch dean and Tristan who were still up sitting in front of the TV as soon as they fall asleep put them in their beds rosy and Isabella are asleep already I'm going out for couple of hour be back around 10:30pm and this is my job why said Jensen I replied because mother drunk in bed and I'm coved in whiskey and I need a break so see ya I walked out of that house hoped in to my car not knowing what was going to happen.
