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Chapter 18: I Can't Lose You

          Rain fell against the concrete of the silent streets as Jimin stood already drenched and staring at Jungkook right before him. He couldn't believe his own boyfriend was the masked Oni all along! Jimin stood there and teared up just knowing that he could've killed his Jungkook when he bumped the front to the back wheel of the motorcycle. “Jungkook…” Jimin teared up and tried to dry his tears, but it was no use. He couldn't stop them from falling.

         “Jimin… Baby, let me explain…” Jungkook uttered as he stood up and still cupped his dislocated shoulder. “It's not what you think!”

          “Jungkook… I COULD HAVE KILLED YOU!” Jimin shouted and cupped his own face. “I dislocated your shoulder… I pushed you and punched you in the face! W-Why didn't you tell me anything?! You could have warned me!” Shouted the man as Jungkook removed the broken mask from his face and looked at the ground. Avoiding eye contact with him the whole time. “What did you do to your brother, Jungkook?! Did you kill him?!”

         “DON'T PUT THAT SHIT ON ME, I SAID I'M NOT THE GUY!” Jungkook rose his voice towards Jimin and walked forward, cornering him against the wall like before. “You talk and talk… But you never listen! What does this have to do with you?! Your brother is alive, not mine. Stop trying to intervene! You don't understand!”

         “THEN EXPLAIN TO ME! I TOLD YOU I'M YOUR BOYFRIEND AND YOU HAVE TO TELL ME EVERYTHING! I HATE IT WHEN YOU KEEP IT ALL TO YOURSELF!” Jimin argued as Jungkook's free hand gripped onto his lover's wrist to hold him still. “Tell… Me…” Jimin then cried from the anger and shoved Jungkook. “Why are you affiliated?! Why do you match the description of who killed your brother?! Why did you try so hard to hurt me before in this mask! FUCKING TELL ME!”

          “SHUT UP FOR ONCE AND I'LL TELL YOU!” Shot back the younger as he let out a rough exhale. “Oh god… I never wanted to fight with you like this… Or make you hate me… I didn't want you to find out this way. Jimin, I don't want to lose you!” Jungkook spoke carefully as Jimin's eyes focused onto Jungkook through his own tears. “I can't lose you…”

           “Get to the point…”

          “The first week I met you with the mask, I wanted to hurt you because… I thought you had someone else other than me. I was jealous I didn't have any contact with you outside the club and it bothered me. I thought I was just another boy to you. Some boy’s virginity you took after I gave it to you happily. You were my first I lost my virginity to so you can't blame me for being so jealous and hurt when I looked at you and just assumed you had someone. After that, we met up and you told me I was the only one in your life so the next time I met you in my mask, I promised you I wouldn't hurt you and I never did. It took over and I wanted to hurt you the day I stumbled upon you in the rain.” The younger confessed as Jimin remained silent. Plugging things into his mind to realize that it made much more sense.

      “The other things… It started once my brother died… He was killed right in front of me and beaten with that bat… This man wore a different mask from mine and he was part of a gang. He left the bat behind and left my brother unresponsive. I had a lot of thinking back then. I met many people and told them my ideas about a gang. However, it's not to do bad! It's just… I'll take from the rich and give to the poor. That was the plan all along! No killing… No beating up… But, Deep down I had plans to one day find the man who killed my brother. I know what he looks like without the mask and I couldn't forget him at all. I carry the bat around to confront him but I gave it to you… I gave it to you so I can bring myself to tell you everything! This gang I have… We don't kill or beat any innocent people up. We steal illegally and give to the poor so we're just a little somewhat dangerous.” Jungkook confessed as Jimin was silent the whole time. Not believing a thing.