Faith | Kim Seokjin

Chapter #1

"WAKE UP JANNET! YOUR LATE FOR SCHOOL!" I groaned as I heard my mom's yelling. I grabbed my phone in wonder of why my alarm didn't go off. It was still 6 am! I slid back the blanket and put a pillow over my head to prevent the light.

I woke up again at the voice of my mom yelling at me and shaking me to get up. I rolled my eyes and showed her my phone. What grabbed her attention was my lockscreen. It was Kim seokjin from BTS. He's my inspiration and secret crush. "WHO'S THIS?" I heard my mom's voice as I realized what I really showed her. "He's a member from a South Korean band" I said as I rolled my eyes at her angry presence. I can't lie I was quite worried of how she will react, but I had to act non bothered.

She kept staring at him for a while. Then she grabbed my phone and ordered me to open it. That was the moment I started to panic. What if she gets to read all the things I write about him is Instagram? Or my texts of him with my best friends?. That was when I started to question everything I had on my phone related to him as I gave her the password. She opened texts. Thanks god my friends were talking nonsense for the last couple of texts. My mom surrendered to her thoughts and gave me back my phone as she pointed at the door. "Hurry" she said as she got out. As she closed the door I let out the biggest sigh of relief. "That was close. Isn't it Jin?" I said as I looked at my lockscreen and chuckled.

I went to open the windows as I looked at the sky that reminded me of Kim seokjin. "Just one day" I said as I sighed and gave a weak smile. I went towards the bathroom and started to brush my teeth until I was choking. That how you get to know their clean. I Finished with the bathroom as I went to change my clothes. I put on my uniform and went to the living room. I grabbed my phone and slid it into my bag. It was the last day of school.

I put on my earbuds as I turn on one of my favorite songs "seesaw" it always gave me "no fuck" vibes. I put on my jacket and wore my shoes. I grabbed a slice of apple as a ran towards the door. I went out as I ordered the elevator. I lived in an apartment. I had my bag and my phone. As I arrived school "Anpanman" was on shuffle. I couldn't help but start jamming to it while walking to class. The day seemed to get better. Which wasn't a normal thing for me. I usually wake up to the precense of my annoying brother and the sound of my yelling mother and I head school to meet some sluts. I only had four best friends they were amazing. They always made the mood brighter. They supported me and stayed by my side. They are unlike those hoes who only care about social websites and getting their morning Starbucks.

We we're all fans of BTS. My best friends stanned BTS just as me. They would die for their Biases. And there was the sluts, they were multifandom which only stand bands to love them as their "boyfriends". They always annoyed me and teased me. They would always change their bias to Jin just to annoy the fuck out of me.

I opened the class door as I saw them laughing louder than ever and spitting out fucking dumb jokes. I cringed as them as they looked at me back then turned around to what they were doing without having a "good morning" leave their useless mouths.

We had the last final exam on the last day as usual. We had math. Not to brag, But am a genius when it comes to math. I wouldn't count myself although my low self-esteem as a stupid person. I always thought I was smart. I still do. I threw my bag on my seat as I heard "run" through my earbuds. I can't lie.. BTS's music makes me get a good mood no matter what. I am a loud person. But I get really quite around people I hate, or feel annoyed around. Besides my family, they DO annoy me from time to time. But I don't like talking. I am always quite around them. My dad even asks me what am I thinking of alot from time to time, and I would like about it everytime. It's not like am gonna tell him that am think about a singer I like that doesn't even know I exist.

I got out of class. I was half early. I still had fifteen minutes before the assembly. Which I have to State the 'most boring moment you can experience'. My bestfriends didn't arrive yet. I sat on a bench nodding my head to the music. That was when the principal was moving by. She gave me a gesture to remove my earbuds. "fuck, what can get worse" I mumbled as I took them off and forced them into my pocket. I threw my head back as all what I can think of was how ugly I was. I loved my inner self. But just not my outer. I wasn't the most attractive person. But I wasn't the ugliest in our class. I have to admit I'd rather die than be those sluts. They we're prettier than me. Well, that is what I thought.

I kept thinking and thinking as I snapped out of my thoughts with the sound of our P.E teacher telling my to head for the assembly. I groaned as I got up and stood in the line and crossed my arms. "Why are my friends always late?" I kept on talking to myself as the assembly finished. We head to class as I saw my friends. They started panicking about the exam as I knew I would fail it though I still gave no shit.

I head to my seat and got a grip of my pen. The teacher started giving out the exam papers. I got my exam paper and flipped through the pages. They were pretty easy if I would say. I started solving. We had two hours until they take the papers. If we finished before time is up. We would have to sit there do nothing. As always, I finished early. I was sitting staring at the wall for a full hour. I mean? They we're only thirty questions? Why two hours?

When time was finally up. I gave my paper as I jumped up in joy. We finally finished school. I grabbed my bag as I head outside class. We had to stay in school for four hours roaming around until our parents come take us. Little does my mom know.. before I gotten out of home, I got a hang of sneaking in the speakers. I had a microphone shaped bluetooth speakers. They were loud enough for the entire school to listen. The school was empty. Me and my friends asked our parents to stay late.

We had four hours of nothing left. The school was still full of some students of other ages and alot of teachers. We got in an empty classroom. We connected my phone with the speakers and started screaming the wrong Korean lyrics with no problem. The sound was loud af. It was an amazing feeling. We played alot of songs. From No more dream till Run.

My dad arrived. I goodbyed my dear friends. We goodbyed with our inside jokes. And I left before any tears would occur. I went home feeling empty. My parents aren't the socialable type of parents. They wouldn't leave me go out with my friends. Or even go over to their homes. It was summer vacation. I had 3 Month to spend alone. I went over to my mom drowned in my sad thoughts. I begged her to go over one of their houses and the others would come too. After Thirty minutes of me begging. She finally agreed. But after what happened there.. made her wish she never did..

A/N:
𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚. 𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙨𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 "𝙍𝙪𝙣" 𝙒𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣g. 𝘼𝙢 𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬. 𝙎𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙪𝙣𝙚𝙙. 𝙄 𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙙𝙖𝙮. 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙨.. 𝙁𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙄𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙢: 𝙟𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙖. 𝘾𝙝𝙚𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 "𝙒𝙚'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚" 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘. 𝙎𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬! 🤠