Silent But Deadly// COMPLETED✔️

VIII - "Robin"

You ever want to kill somebody so bad, that you actually start watching episodes of 'How to Get Away With Murder'? That you actually start thinking of places to go if you were on the run? No? Then lucky you.

The boys have been on my ass this whole week about their gang business that I honestly don't want any part of, but I did make a promise. Kai and I have been having 'special moments' throughout the days but I always remind myself that I can't give into him, so I push him away. Sometimes, I even catch him wanting to do something as well, but it seems like something is holding him back. As much as I would like to know what it is, it's none of my business and I don't think I should interfere with his personal life and such.

Though, Liam and Blake have been getting more comfortable with me which I'm glad about, I can't even bare to feel the amount of discomfort like that ever again. I've played them in multiple games of COD, Uno, Monopoly, and surprisingly the game of Life. It's always fun to watch them complain about how skilled I am, even though I was no better than my br-

Let. It. Go.

I can't think about him right now. Hell, he doesn't even deserve to even be thought about. It was always mom and I, not him. Never. Him.

Without even noticing I felt my body temperature heat up from my anger towards him. I felt my blood rush with frustration and disappointment just by the thought of what he did. He's not allowed to be thought of. He's not allowed to be called my- fucking shit. Even hearing it from my own mouth it felt like acid burning my tongue. Just the memory of what he put us through, of how he made us feel, hell, that's why I'm even in this line of work in the first place. Fucking son of a b-

"Diamonds, are you okay?" I felt someone poking my arm which immediately dragged me from my thoughts. I looked over to see Blake with the pencil he poked me with in his hands, Kai and Liam snapped their necks towards me after hearing Blake's concern.

I looked around and realized we were in class, I looked down to see a broken pencil in my hands, probably from my sudden anger. I turned to Blake and gave him a sly smile before nodding my head. He hesitantly turned back towards the board as well as the other boys. I ducked my head down and hid my gaze from everybody else.

You do NOT need anybody looking after your feelings.

Just take care of yourself for once, you can't expect everybody to be picking up your broken pieces after you finally break.

Don't risk your heart again, you might end up doing something stupid.

The bell rung signaling that class was over. The four of us walked towards the cafeteria to have our lunch when all of a sudden a slutty silhouette appeared from the corner of my eye and was now standing in front of me, blocking my way to the cafeteria. Without any hesitation, I continued to walk past her, shoving her stiff shoulder to the side as I basically just walked through her. I heard her scoff and stomp off into the other direction and let out an ear-piercing screech. Without a bother, I continued to our table.

"She's so fucking annoying, how in the hell can she even live with herself?" Blake complained as we sat down. Kai sat next to me while Liam and Blake sat across from us as we dug into our lunch. I watched as a hand started reaching for my cookies but I quickly smacked it away without a second thought.

"Ow! Vicious woman," Liam mumbled while rubbing his hand. I shrugged my shoulders and continued to eat my food while listening to the boys' conversation.

I felt a vibration in my back pocket and I jumped a little from the sudden jolt but quickly pulled my phone out. Without checking the caller ID I answered the phone;