•you never came•
I picked up the fourth book I was about to read for this day. My head still hurts.
Why am I even reading this? It's so stupid. I feel like nothing I do make sense.
Why am I even studying? There's no quizzes or exams coming anytime soon.
I can just stop, but why can't I?
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Here I am again, in this old abandoned room. What am I even doing at this point?
It's my instinct, my stupid instinct dragging me into this dusty, old, dirty room.
"Beomgyu, here again?" Oh him again.
That stupid transfery.
I'm his hyung, but still never calls me that. Such disrespect he has.
This room may be really ugly, but I can't help it. This is where I'm most confortable in.
He sat down next to me and just starred at the book I was holding.
How I wish he'd disappear.
Or better yet I disappear.
«stop saying that»
"Ah sh." I managed to mumble, my head hurts again.
It was worse than ever, great! I forgot the most important thing in my life!
Medicine.
I tried to crawl but no use.
Why am I even fighting though?
I have no one, no one by my side.
Everyone left me, but here I am fighting to survive.
"H-here! I grabbed your medicine on the way here!" This boy said, giving it to me with water.
It's not the strong one, so I just gulped three pills.
I feel like throwing up.
This voice in my head.
I don't know, but everytime I hear it,sigh, I can't explain it.
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Full of Whys | Beomgyu✔️
Fanfiction"All these whys in my head, only you can answer." ____________________ A soulless body, barely surviving, still finding his answer, but only one person can piece it all together. ___________________ ...
