With that hella people started following me and liking my comment . Ryan and I got off the plane and were standing in the air port. Ryan was so excited over just standing here.
" im most definitely going to the beach and then getting drunk! " she said with so much excitement.
" i think ima just stay in and get situated." I said thinking. Then a notification from Instagram .
xxxtentacion- you in Florida now?
theyenvysummer - yuhh. me and my friend Ryan just got here
xxxtentacion - lemme come get y'all - you both can chill with ski and i tonight
that sounds fun but i don't kno I barely even know this man all I kno is that he raps .
theyenvysummer - idk...
xxxtentacion- cmon , wya ? - finna come scoop you both
i told Ryan about the situation and she was so happy. i gave him the airport address then he said he was on his way to come pick us up.
we both put our stuff in his trunk and then got into the car and ski was in the front seat and x was driving. I was nervous but Ryan wasn't .
"hey ski you trying to go to the beach & get hella drunk wit me. I'm in Florida tryna get FUCKED UPPP!" Ryan said.
"ion got shit else to do so im cool wit it." ski said, laughing.
I just stayed quiet till we got to im guessing his house. Ryan was amazed at how big his house was and grabbed all her stuff and ran behind ski into the house leaving X and i by ourselves.
i got out the car and went to the trunk to get my stuff.
" i got it." X said grabbing for my suitcase.
" no no it's fine I got it." I grabbed my suit case and closed the trunk. it's cute he's trying to be a gentleman but i got this.
Ryan and ski was already about to leave for the beach when I get into x's house.
"come on summer this will be fun!!" Ryan said , fixing her bathing suit.
" nah im too tired and busy right now , bitchhh . maybe tomorrow." I said looking for a place to put my stuff.
" you sure cause I wanted us to get fucked up our first day in Florida bitch, you know what I'm saying?" She laughed.
I reassured her that I'll be okay , she hugged me and her and ski headed out the door leaving x and i by ourselves.
" you can use this room." He grabbed my suit case and took it to the room.
"thankyou so much." i smiled at him.
he smiled back , " I'll check on you later " he winked and closed the door.
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I am freshly bathed and happy. X hasn't bothered me in 3 hours so maybe he is asleep. i am on Instagram scrolling down my timeline and keep getting followers.
the doornob of the room im in started to wiggle like someone was about to open it. The door opened and there he was , xxxtentacion he is so handsome and I've liked him for i don't even know how long. I get anxious and take a deep breath.
" is everything okay in here ? " he slowly wandered in the room and plopped down on the bed next to me.
" yes it is ." i say , fumbling with my fingers. I quickly stand up and try to distract myself from the fact I was just laying next to x sexy ass.
I take a second to look at him and he's shifting around, and tugging his pants down. I don't pay much mind to it and then I look at the pictures on his wall.
" why you so far away from me? " he laughed at me then coughed.
I went and sat on the bed next to him." What do you mean? I'm just sitting here." I cross my legs and rest my head on the pillow. He continues to watch me and licks his lips. "What?"I asked.
"Nun you just sexy" he say & I blush and playfully roll my eyes at him.
"So why did you wanna see me so bad ?" I said, He smirks at me and moves closer.
His arm wraps around me and he takes his other hand, and grabs my face .He slowly leans in a brushes his lips against mine and then presses them together. At first, I didn't stop myself . His hand goes down to my stomach and he tries to go in my underwear . I start to push him away.
"What???" He asked looking confused.
"What are you doing?" He's confused and attempts to kiss me once again. I lean back and pushed him away again.
"so you not gon let me smash?"
I laughed at him and got up to pack my shit. "Ima just go." I opened the door and left out the room heading towards the front door.
x ran after me, " wait in sorry i thought- " he said before I walked out the front door slamming it in his face.
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it's around 1 am and I still haven't heard from Ryan but now I'm at a hotel room. I can't believe I thought he was gonna like me. I'm just watching Shane Dawson conspiracy theories and eating pizza.
my phone started to go off with messages from Instagram.
xxxtentacion- please don't be sleep -i thought you were thinking what I was thinking -im sorry please forgive me
theyenvysummer- im good , goodnight 😘
xxxtentacion- summer stop being petty -let me show you I'm sorry -tomorrow please
theyenvysummer- if you think im gonna expose you to the world im not, good night now
xxxtentacion- ill see you tomorrow morning - get some sleep 🤗
