Creeper -Grethan- (NOT on hold)

Five

I stared deep into Mason's eyes as I caressed his face, smiling. I was over come with joy at the moment, with just the two of us.

We were atop a mountain, the sun setting behind us as we watched the city below us in pure silence. I really like Mason, he's really beautiful. But not only that, his heart is pure and sweet. He had no flaws. He was just missing something, something that I would much rather have than his perfection. But it was alright because I had already accepted that I would never get it back.

I grabbed the side of his face and leaned in slowly, capturing his lips with mine. I always kissed him gently, never letting my stupid teenage hormones get the best of me. I never, ever took advantage of him, he was too innocent. But he was also vulnerable and no doubt would let me do whatever I wanted with him. All I wanted to do was protect him, I didn't want a random, nasty ass man to get his grimy hands on this angel.  

I never told him so, but I always felt like a big brother to him, always wanting to protect him and not do anything else. He was young, younger than me so I guess that also was a reason.

I leaned back and watched as he kept his eyes closed, a blush spread across his cheeks. He pursed his lip and smiled, sighing happily. His gorgeous, vibrant green eyes sparkled as he blinked up at me. Blushing once again, he pecked me on the cheek and shoved his face in the crook of my neck.

I chuckled at his cuteness and smiled wide as he let out an adorable giggle against my neck. I leaned us back, on the comfortable green grass, and held him close. The sun was almost gone and I could now see the bright stars. 

I let out a sigh and smiled, leaning over and kissing Mason's forehead. He giggled and kissed me back, but on the cheek.

I sighed again, content with my life at the moment and used one of my free hands to play with his hair. 

"E, I want to tell you something." He softly spoke, a smile shown on his face.

"Yes baby, you can tell me anything."

"Well, we've been with each other for like half a year already and I've never said this to you before but I felt it long ago." I furrowed my eyebrows, confused as to where this was going. He took a deep breath in and continued, "I just wanted to say, E, that I love you with all my heart."

My eyebrows furrowed. I didn't like those words, not one bit. They didn't feel right.

I stayed silent, not saying a word as thoughts swarmed my brain. Why didn't I like those words coming from his mouth. Why did I hate those words. I hated them so much, I can't... why???

I don't like it. What's wrong with me? I didn't feel myself at the moment, the more I thought of the words, the more I hated them. 

I grasped at my ears suddenly as a loud unpleasant ringing was heard. I groaned and moaned, cupping both of my ears, with both of my hands. It was so loud! My body was shaking at this point, a faint voice, sounding far and distant.  

What was happening to me? What is this madness? All I saw was red, I couldn't see my boyfriend anymore, all I saw was red. And I felt a strange urgency to hurt someone. All the while this happened, those words flew around in my head, jabbing at all the wrong places and I felt it. 

I didn't just want to hurt someone now, I wanted to kill. 

I'm mad, really mad. It's his fault! All his fucking fault! All Mason's fault. What the fuck is wrong with him? He was the reason I will never truly be able to happy, and I would especially not be happy with him. I hated him, with all my heart, it was all his fault! He was stupid and oblivious and just horrible. If it wasn't for him, I would be with my true love. The true perfection that stole a place in my heart. The heart that is only for him, nobody else, especially Mason, that bitch. 

Suddenly, my body stopped shaking, a hand placed on my shoulder. I looked up, my eyes still a bit blurry and my vision a faint red. There he was, that bastard. His stupid green eyes were full of concern. I softened a bit as he asked if I was okay over and over again. Grabbing my face and trying to calm me down, he leaned in and kissed me. But, that's when reality kicked into me once again...

It was all his fault!

I threw him off of me, hearing him yelp in pain as he hit the floor harshly. I was much bigger than him, that's why I had always been careful with him. But not right now, not ever again. I got on top of him and held him but the shoulders. 

"I FUCKING HATE YOU!" I spat, his eyes wide with fear. "YOU BITCH, IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" 

"Baby what's go-"  He held the side of my face with his small hand but I slapped it away. My hand rose back up again and dropped it right back down on his pretty face with full force. He screamed in pain and his cheek instantly started turning red, leaving my large hand print there. 

"DON'T SAY ANYTHING, YOU BITCH!" I slapped him again as tears flowed down his cheeks and soft sobs escaped his lips. I narrowed my eyes and, with both hands, lifted him up by his shoulders. Before I had time to react to my own actions and what this would do to him, I slammed him back down. I did this once again, grinning wildly as the bitch was getting what he deserved. 

A dark red liquid splattered my face as I had finally, successfully, killed him. His head was now parted open, his skull and brain visible.   

I stood up and spit on his dead body, walking back over to the car. I picked up a blanket big enough to wrap his body and brought it back.

Once his body was wrapped up and ready to go, I carelessly tossed it off the mountain. I watched as it hit many rocks and loud thumps were heard. I smiled as Mason's body landed in a sinkhole that was filled with mud, knowing his body was never going to be found. 

I sighed, walking back over to the car and taking out my new journal. Yeah, I have a journal, sue me. I wrote today's events, knowing something like this will happen again. 

I now realized, it was never my fault.

It was his, not mine, but his.

No, actually, it was everyone's fault. The world was at fault, and now, every little boy will get what they fucking deserve!

It wasn't my fault.

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