***
He made me believe that I have him,
Always be by my side to comfort me from pain,
To love me behind my imperfection and insecurity,
And to defend me from my critics.
He knew it but still he let me hope that he is,
That I owned the biggest part of his heart,
And captured the widest space of his mind,
But those solemn words lost its meaning.
Everybody knew I cried,
And thought that I'll be forever crying,
That my heart will be forever bleeding,
Begging to win the love that wasn't meant for me.
I spent half of my life,
Longing for his love,
Until this heart of me cried that it's over,
Because I'm just waiting in vain.
That nightmare came true,
It turns into reality,
He knows I'm in pain,
But he keeps on laughing at me.
From this moment,
World made me realized that I never really know him,
I used to love that stranger,
Who will never be mine forever.
False hope broke my heart,
False hope ruined my life,
And end up with nothing,
But hope for a better journey.
