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For my critics, I'm not good enough,
For my viewers, I'm not presentable enough,
For my ex-lovers, I'm not that girl to be proud of,
For my friends, I'm not that so happy to be with,
And for me, I have so many doubts in myself.
I have done wrong and stupid things,
I'm hard-headed and it's why I'm full of regrets,
If only I could turn back time,
I'll use my eyes to see and ears to listen,
Using my heart alone made my bright future disappeared.
I'm ashamed to face the world,
I'm not confidence enough to face them all,
I was born this way,
And solemnly swore that I have been accepted it.
But though I accepted what God has given me,
Still need to brings out the beauty that He gave me,
I need to prove them that I have my own,
And that He also gave me a gift for me to show you.
I need to be beautiful,
To be well-treated and gained respect,
I want to be beautiful,
To be loved and for them to noticed.
Though, it's not important anyway.
I'm not saying that to be beautiful physically,
Is what will complete my journey,
What I really want to be,
Was to be beautiful inside and out for you to see me.
Beauty that we have in our hearts,
Was greater than what we have outside,
So it's wrong to judge others,
Because if your heart was full of hatred,
What's the use of your beautiful face.
Just smile,
This single word,
A smile from the bottom of your heart alone,
Will already make you beautiful.
