The KISS

Part 34

-Mistakes everywhere, not edited-

"Forth!"  calls Beam desperate, Forth almost open the door and he knows if he let Forth go this time, Forth will go.

Forth turn around to see Beam, he smiles but a really sad smile. Beam gulps his saliva and look at Forth in the eyes.

"Do you really love me?" ask Beam hesitates, he is scared with any answer from Forth.

"I love you so much, more than I love myself" answer Forth sincere, he puts his words together with all honesty he has in him.

"You don't want Wayo, you want me right?" ask Beam again.

Forth moves forward a few steps, he shakes his head hard.

"Yes baby. I don't want Wayo, I just want you" said Forth more, he also desperate to make Beam believe him again.

"then, why you support him so much?" ask Beam sad, he is sad and jealous with how Forth protect Wayo.

Forth sighs and he knows that he has take the wrong step since the first time. Backing Wayo and not trust his boyfriend more.

"because I'm stupid and blind. He said no one trust him at all, everyone on Pha's side, he looks broken" explain Forth, he knows Beam can call all of it as an excuse and he can't deny that too. He is stupid for trusting one side, he knows Pha longer than he knows Wayo tho.

"what will you do if he wants you as his boyfriend?"

Forth is super shocked with the question because he never thought that way, he never thought of him and Wayo together.

"I will reject him without thinking twice. Beam, what I feel for you is real, I love you, not him" explain Forth.

Beam looks at his hands, he can feel sweats rolling down on his face. He is scared that everything happened between them actually a big misunderstanding and he is wrong for make his own conclusion.

Forth can't look how fragile Beam is right now, Beam is thinking so hard that he might faint if he continue to frown like that.

Forth runs a bit and hugs Beam, he pulls Beam into his arms, yeah, he feels really perfect right now. Beam with him are one and one is perfect for them.

Beam push Forth away from the hug and looks at Forth in the eyes. Beam cries together with Forth that he can't even see Forth's face clearly.

"I love you" said Beam and Forth cries harder. How much he hopes he can hear it today.

"I love you more baby" Forth pulls Beam into his laps and they continue hugging each other while crying.

Beam is sobbing hard and Forth can't stop himself from crying.

"I should talk to you before jumping into conclusion. It's hurt to hear you don't love me" said Beam, regretting his choice to stay away from Forth.

"I'm wrong too, I should trust you more. I never said I don't love you. Believe me, I've never stop loving you. Not even a second" said Forth and kiss Beam's temple.

"how about when you sleep?" ask Beam in teasing tone. Forth laughs a bit and kiss Beam's nose.

"You are everywhere in my dream" Forth's answer makes Beam chuckles and hit Forth's chest lightly.

His heart, body and mind feels lighter right now.

It's not easy to do all of this after being hurt so much but he knows when to stop the pain. It's by giving another chance to himself. Forth is wrong and Beam knows he is wrong too. His friendship with Kit and Pha makes people misunderstood too but they always have their back for each other.

Beam can't ask for Forth to accept everything, he loves Pha and Kit but he loves Forth too, in the different ways. No man can accept it when their lover trust and rely on someone else but not him. Forth is not asking for Beam to make him the same level with Pha, he just wants to be one of the man Beam can rely and trust too.

Beam wipes his tears and then he wipes Forth's tears. He pouts when he see the bruises clearly.

"why are you still look handsome in this state?" said Beam that earn chuckles from Forth.

"why are you still look beautiful with this tears?" ask Forth back and Beam hits Forth chest for teasing him.

Forth laughs and hugs Beam closer to his body.

"I'm sorry" ask Forth and Beam shakes his head

"it's not your fault, it's our fault. We should talk first before make a conclusion"

"yeah. We are together in this relationship." continue Forth.

They look at each other for a long time and their faces move closer and closer until their lips met. The soft kiss turn wilder slowly until Forth hiss in pain. His cut on his lips open again.

"ops, it's hurt?" ask Beam worried. Forth smiles and shakes his head, clearly lying.

Forth lean down for another kiss but Beam avoid it.

"No kissing until all your bruises heal" set Beam.

Of course Forth can't accept it. The bruises will take at least a week to heal. No kissing for a weak or maybe more? Forth need the kiss!

"Beam, the second chance. I'm begging for it" said Forth, his eyes are full with hopes that Beam will give him another chance.

"I'm begging for it too Forth. Let's give the second chance for us" said Beam and Forth snuggles close to Beam stomach, he loves the heat from there.

Beam is in his arms and he still can't believe it. He hurts Beam, he makes Beam admitted to the hospital but Beam still forgive him and give him a second chance.

"You are an angel. You know that baby?" Ask Forth and he looks at Beam's eyes that sparkles and so bright.

"no. I'm not an angel because angel got no lover. I'm your lover and I'm happy with it"

"I thought you will call me the devil"

"nah, angel and devil stuff is lame. Just be My Forth and I will be your Beam" Beam smiles and kiss on top of Forth nose.

"Yes My Beam" answer Forth and Beam smiles. His eyes is smiling. He feels like he is the happiest human alive right now.

# I'm sorry if some of you dislike the way of the story but I need to finish the story already. Thank you for reading, a few more chapters to go.