Doctor Heart

Chapter 3-Memoirs

Chapter 3

Kyungsoo is staring at the ceiling of his room, thinking on how to get rid of that playful smirk of his 'patient'. The first meeting was a mess, well in his part it was really was. Jongin always trying to annoy the shits out of him and laughed like an asshole afterwards. How he wish to finish this job and start preparing for his debut next year.

Kyungsoo suddenly stood up and went straight to his DVD player. In this kind of situation all he can do is to listen to music and let the music takes all his negative feelings.

Moments later, he's already drowning to a mellow music when his phone rung. He didn't pick it up at first but the caller seems to not care what time was it. Its 11pm and Kyungsoo just want to sleep with his favorite song playing. "Hello?"

"Dr. Do. Meet me tomorrow. 8am, in front of my apartment. Bye. Sleep well." The call ended before Kyungsoo was able uttered a single word. That annoying feeling came back to life making Kyungsoo to just throw his phone somewhere far away from him.

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"So as I was saying addiction over alcohols can never lessen the fact that your heart is broken it will just cause you another illness." Kyungsoo says without looking to the boy in front of him who was staring at him the whole time.

They are at the coffee shop near Jongin's apartment. They decided to do the first session there because Kyungsoo seem to be so awkward to the idea of being on the same roof as Jongin alone. At least here there are some people and the ambiance is nicer than Jongin's apartment.

"You mean to say that I should stop drinking now and start doing something recreational like weaving fish nets?" As for Jongin it was just a Joke but not with Kyungsoo.

"Yeah, or just finish yourself with a breadknife its a good idea right?" That statement are full of sarcasm. Obviously.

"Exactly!" Jongin then point his finger to Kyungsoo playfully and start laughing. Kyungsoo just shoot him his deadly stare and gathered all his things.

"With that I end this session, see you tomorrow, Kim Jongin-ssi." He then stood and was about to get out when he felt Jongin's hand on his elbow.

"Hey, How about we walk and talk a little bit more before you head home?"

"Let me think?.....NO." Kyungsoo shoved Jongin's hand and start to walked out of the cafe. Jongin just followed him. He keeps on pursuing Kyungsoo to have another walk with him but the latter doesn't seem to care. They kept on walking and walking until they reach the street to where he lives. He then faced Jongin. "Jongin, Jalga!" He fakes a smile and wave his hand to the boy before he run across the street. Jongin calls him again but he just ignore it and slam the door behind him.

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"Hoping you'll see what your love means to me, Open Arms." Later that night, Kyungsoo went straight to the bar where he works. Its not about the work why he really went there, he was hoping to see Chanyeol there for them to discuss about the mending a broken heart thingy and how he was so pissed about Jongin's existence.

On the other hand, Jongin was walking alone at dark street, probably heading home. He was kicking a small rock while murmuring something and both hands on his pocket. "'Jongin, Jalga!' Tsk, Baek used to say that to me." He kept on kicking the stone until it hits someone's shoes. He stopped walking and looked up to the person in front of him. "Oh? Luhan." Xi Luhan, Jongin's friend. They met each other because Luhan is Baekhyun's bestfriend.

"Jongin." Luhan greet him with a smile. "Long time no see."

"Not that long, it was just two weeks." Jongin fakes a laugh and look down to his feet. "How are you?"

"Is that really for me?" Jongin looked up to Luhan suddenly. Of course, the guy probably knew him that much. "Well, if you were asking me how I was, I am fine and so does he." Jongin just nod and smile, a weak one. "He never admitted it but he probably missing you."

Slowly, Jongin's eyes heated up. Knowing that Baekhyun misses him will be enough for him to be relieve. Of course, he misses him too, too much that it hurts but he can't do anything about it because he wasn't the one who broke up with him. It was him, Baekhyun, all along. Up until now, he doesn't have any clue why the boy he loves broke up with him and why did they end up like this but one thing is for sure, he still loves him with all his heart. "I'll go now, Lu. See you when I see you." With a heavy heart, Jongin steps forward and went home.

Love can never be called love if you never trust one another. Jongin knows that he didn't do anything that may lead to this kind of mess up situation. He would always told Baekhyun what was wrong before and so does Baek but now, he's totally lost. He can't find the reason why Baekhyun choose to end their relationship. They trust each other, they loved each other, cherish, treasure. It was perfect, totally perfect but it ended as tragic as the Titanic movie. Jongin shook the tears away and hurriedly went home.

"He what?" Kyungsoo uttered in disbelief. Him and Chanyeol is sitting in front of the bartender and talking about Jongin.

"He's an asshole." Chanyeol monotonuously repeated the sentence while looking at the glass of brandy on his hand.

"Yeah, I know that already, but what? He used to dance? Are you serious?" Of course, who would have thought that a guy like him was once a dancer and performed on stage. When Chanyeol nods, Kyungsoo has nothing to do but to slumped his self to the chair. "What happen? Why did he stop?" Suddenly he asked.

Chanyeol shrugged, taking a small sip he answered Kyungsoo, "No one knows what the reason was. Even Baekhyun."

"Baekhyun?" He asked. He grimaced after hearing that name. It's been a long time since he heard that name but he still got the effect on him.

"Yep, Jongin's beloved." Kyungsoo almost puke upon hearing the word 'beloved' he shakes away the longing feeling and change it in disgust. "The guy who broke the innocent man's heart."

'Innocent my butt.' He said to himself. "Yeah, right."

Jongin stays a mystery for Kyungsoo. He never gets the guy's personality but since it was just 2 days since they personally met he still have a lot of time to observe. But then, the thing that bothers him a lot is that guy named Baekhyun. Is it the same persom he knew a long time ago?

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Took a long time to update. Semi-finals and stuffs. Anyway thanks! xoxo