"What will it be this time?" I asked the moon with a sigh and sat down with my feet dangling off the cliff. As usual, I got no response.
I wasn't sure if the moon was holding back it's tongue on purpose to torment me, or if it was just as confused a...
Jungkook wanted to hang out today. If I had known he'd be this persistent, I'd never agree. It's raining out, it's such a nice day to sit at the park under a tree just listening to the sad tear drops of the sky.
That's all I yearn to do but Jungkook isn't letting me have my peace for the past 2 weeks.
Things have been weird lately though. Since that weird dream I had, everywhere I go, I always feel like someone's following me. But when I look, it's always nothing.
I'd always feel a cold and weird sensation on my skin, on my cheek especially. As if someone is haunting me or maybe, maybe they're trying to comfort me.
I wasn't one to believe in any superstitions but maybe it's my parents. Maybe my parents flew down here to look after me.
Whatever this thing is doing, it's actually reassuring. I don't feel lonely as much anymore. I don't get my dreams anymore either, so I guess that's good.
Jeon: I'm waiting out front, come out when school ends.
Me: I'm sorry, who are you again?
Jeon: C'mon y/n. You promised we'd hang out today!
Me: Urgh, fine.
Jeon: (;
I get out of that stuffy building as I meet the eyes of a dumb buck, smiling at me.
"We're gonna watch this?" I look up at the screen flyer above us, reading the words 'Fifty Shades of Grey' and disgust flew within me as I eyed the man-bunny.
What has he been thinking.
Jungkook fiddled with the hair at the back of his head. "Yeah, I mean.." he looked at me and turned serious. "You said you watch movies but never feel anything. I want to help you."
But why are we watching Fifty Shades of Grey. He grabbed my hand and headed towards the ticket stand.
"C'mon, I bet you never tried watching this kind of movie. Maybe you'll feel something," he shrugs. "And by something, I mean emotions.. not hormones," he winked.
I smacked his arm and he flinched. "We're underage, we can't watch this anyway."
He looked down at me, "Uh, you're underage. I'm 18."
jungkook
Halfway through the movie and I could tell y/n wasn't having it, while I'm over here shifting in my spot at the uncomfortableness.
Why did I have to pick this movie.
I look to y/n to see any sort of reaction, but as always, nothing. I shouldn't have jinxed her hormones because mine weren't helping. Fuckkkkkk.
Sitting so close to y/n isn't helping either. I fiddled in my spot, trying to control myself. The growing feeling continued to torture me as I try not to show any sign of giving in.
This shit is so awkward.
I walked y/n back to her house as the moon hovered above us. The moon seemed so strange today. It was redder than ever and all the clouds seem to want to hide it tonight.
"What do you think about the movie?" I asked to make conversation.
"Besides all the sexual stuff, the movie was dumb."
"I mean, did you um.. feel anything?" I clarified.
She looked at me in such a soft way, "Jungkook, I know all this hasn't been easy for you. Dealing with me and handling my emptiness.. it isn't going anywhere. No, I didn't feel anything. But it's not like I expected to anyway." She hung her head low and looked elsewhere, feeling guilty of herself.
"Hey hey hey," I put my hands on her shoulders and made her look up at me. "It's okay." I said as I noticed how teary she got. "I know it's not easy. I didn't expect it to be. I just wanted to help out a little, to make you feel better about yourself. It's not a bother for me, you're worth it."
I wanted to hug her. Despite not knowing how she felt, I can sense her sincerity and honesty.
"Just take it slow," I reassured her. I pulled her in for a hug and caressed her hair. Trying to give all my warmth to her. I patted her shoulder in a brother-like way, telling her everything will turn out okay.
As soon as she pulled away, my phone rang. I let go of her and pulled it out to look at the caller ID.
It was the the one place I'd never want to get a call from. I grew worried as I looked back and fourth between my screen and y/n.
"I have to take this," I told her and she nodded her head, letting me walk further down to talk on the phone.
I picked it up, "Hello?"
It was then that I felt my heart shatter into pieces.
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