Always Loved You (~Moonsun)

7

After about 30 minutes we arrived at her house. On our way to her home we already ordered pizza. We got in her house and I took off my jacket and shoes. It was warm and very cozy just as I remembered.

I didnt know if I should behave as always and make myself comfortable on the couch. But I couldn't think about that too long cause she said
'Go, sit down on the couch. I'll get us some soju and beer ,ok?'
'Yeah, sure' I whispered since she already went to the kitchen.
She brought five bottles of beer and 2 of soju. I was very surprised because Yongsun isnt that much of a drinker.

'We are gonna need those ,I think.'
'To our long awaited talk ,right?'
'Yes' I said not very excited about that idea.

And we toasted to that. Who knows what this night might lead to.

After 2 bottles of beer each and a normal conversation about our comeback the alcohol hit me and I started talking about us.
'Why did you do that?' I asked her
'What do you mean?'
'Just playing with my feelings and breaking my heart like that'

-I shouldn't have said that fuck-

'I am sorry.'

'And that kiss that night? What was that?'

'I dont know...' she said almost crying

I was kinda aggressive and harsh but I really wanted to know the truth.

'You dont know? How can you not know?'

'I...I...don-' she stopped midsentence.

'Do you really want to know why?' She waited a few seconds to see my reaction. I was very confused. What could be the reason? I looked at her ,waiting for her to answer. No answer came but instead I just saw how her whole body leaned closer to mine. How her lips started pushing against mine. I felt her warm breath against my lips. I took one last look at her perfect lips before closing my eyes and waiting for that kiss.

She really is kissing me. And she also started to wrap her hands around my waist. Her warm touch on my skin let out butterflies. It was magical but I didnt understand anything.

Why would she kiss me. What even is happening? Eventough she obviously wanted more the door rang. The pizza guy was here.

She stopped kissing me and looked me in the eyes before going to open the door. I looked very confused at her while she was paying the pizza guy and bringing the pizza into the living room and placing it on the floor.

I didnt know what to say and just kept quiet. After a while she broke the silence.
'So...do you get what i mean?'
'Ehm.....' I didn't know what to say and think.
'I think I like you too moonbyul.'
That sentence hit my heart. My heart was racing because of that.
'What..? But you said you had a boy-'
'Shhhhhh' she pressed her finger on my lips.
'I was just scared. There is no boy'

Her face was very close to mine. And the next thing i know is her lips pressing against mine. Her tongue trying to get into my mouth. I felt every touch. She pulled my shirt up and went down my spine with her hand. I was shaking. I didnt know yongsun could be like this. Could be so dominant.

But I needed to stop. I'm kinda with seulgi. I love seulgi ,too. I just wanted answers from Yongsun not a making out session. But I love Yongsun ,too but i dont want to break seulgi's heart.

I stopped her from going any further and said
'Please ,stop...again you're playing with my emotions. I cant do this.'

'What do you mean?' She asked surprised 'I knew it. You're with seulgi now right?'

'How do you know?'

'I see things ,moonbyul'

'You know what? Seulgi was at least there for me when I needed someone to hold me and tell me everything was gonna be alright, and that person wasnt you. She helped me. You broke me.'

Flashback:
'Here take my hand' said seulgi 'Let's have fun tonight'
We went to a club to distract myself from the situation. But seulgi is so nice to me and cute. I dont know if this is normal, to feel like this eventough my heart was broken into millions of pieces. She's making my heart complete again.

'Let's go to the bar first and get really drunk' seulgi offered.

'Yeah sure.' I said

We went to the bar and got a few drinks to much. After that we went to the dancing area. I had the best time.
All of a sudden seulgi started dancing at me. She was so hot. How can a person move her body like that? I dont really remember everything but I can recall her and me making out.

The next morning:(still flashback)

I woke up in an unfamiliar bed and a sleeping Seulgi next to me. I was surprised since I couldn't remember anything. But as soon as I realized what we might have done I looked under the blanket to see if I was wearing anything...and I didnt. I was naked.

Suddenly seulgi slowly opened her eyes and looked at me. She smiled a little and her eyes smiled, too. Shes so cute and pretty.

'Sooo...how are you?' asked Seulgi sleepy

'I'm happy'

'Me, too'

I went over to her side and kissed her. Finally a normal relationship. Since then we started dating but only a few know. But everytime we are together with cameras at an event it's hard for us to stay away from each other. I think a few moomoos know what's happening.

End of Flashback

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This is a pretty long chapter
I kinda forgot about this story all the chapters till now I've written before. Its gonna take some time until I'll write more but I'm almost done with chapter 8 so stay tuned.

They are so cute awwwwww uwu uwu uwu uwu