Memoirs Of Love

Longing

The woman was now a known stranger . Soobin wanted to talk to her but didn't want to creep her out.

He felt a certain kind of warmth when their fingers brushed with each other . A warmth that felt unreal and was the embodiment of ecstacy.

He wanted to see her day in and day out and that's all that he wanted .He transitioned  From a rebellious teen to love struck boy.

Desperately looked for reasons to meet her and was walking around in the home in search of ideas.
His eyes fell on the bread that his mom baked.

He felt conflicting emotions for him. His bread is the real deal.

Should I sacrifice my first love to my angel ? Is she worth it, he thought to himself. He was bombarded with second thoughts

He quickly dismissed the idea and took neat container to pack the bread and wrapped it.

He went to her apartment and pressed the bell .

Shortly after the woman opened the door but this time she didn't look like before but she was visibly hurt. Soobin slowly handed the package and stated his mom baked bread and wanted to give her .

He couldn't help but notice the bruises on her body. His stomach clenched at the sight of it .

She conjured up the brightest smile she could offer and  thanked him.

Soobin plucked up the courage and spoke,"hey Haneul, you fine ? "

She was visibly startled at the sudden question but quickly dismissed saying she's fine .

Soobin repeated the question to make sure only to realise he was talking to a wall.

He then took out a pen and wrote his number on a piece of paper and gave her saying , don't hesitate to call if you need something and left.

Soobin felt huge emotions and decided to write what he felt

What could have gone wrong ?
Did the heavens cry when it happened?
Who made the sin of staining your smile and innate beauty.

For all I know that person who dared to clip and angels wing was bounded to suffer