Memoirs Of Love

Acceptance & Understanding

Contempt with the beautiful lines he had written. He closed the book and put the cloth beside and decided to go and join his friends.

His friends were all huddled and were watching a film on TV. He simply sat beside them and joined them.  They we're sharing giant tub of popcorn and Soobin managed eat most of it.

The boys kept having a movie marathon and kept ordering food until they found themselves in food coma.

The boys were now all tired and decided to sleepover.

All the boys huddled in Soobin's bed. Kai was the last one to join after  dumping the dishes in the sink and leaving them to Soobin's mercy to acknowledge.

He went to the shared bed and noticed the notebook on the table.

As if under a spell his finger tips hovered over the leather bound book and found his way flipping through the pages.

The book however consisted of mediocre drawing of a woman with exaggerated features.

He flipped through the pages and merely scanning through them. There was poetry written in beautiful font and style. He read through the randomly written lines of poetry and smiled to himself.

His eyes darted to Soobin who was fast asleep and caressed his forehead and muttered to himself, our big boy has found love, hasn't he ?

He placed the book and huddled with the boys in the large bed and gently fell asleep.

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Haneul enduring the constant abuse and emotional blackmail.

Her job was a beautiful getaway from the abuse she endured.

Her job as an architect allowed her to meet a plethora of people, ranging from uptight businessman to freelancers who are excited to get their gig started. She has seen them all.

This time however  she was working with an entertainment company and was designing new space for them.

As she sat in the waiting room, The chart holder dangled on her shoulder and her hands clutched various items. She waited patiently for the receptionist to appear and let her meet the client.

A tall blonde woman dressed in formals appeared and asked her to follow her. Haneul simply complied to her .

She was led to an office . There was a man sitting in a chair and a huge desk sprawled out and place holder denoting his name and designation.

You must be haneul from the company aren't you. Haneul politely answered and the man gestured her to sit on one of the chairs. She looked tiny and irrelevant in the huge and seat.

There were some back and forth of the design ideas between the man and Haneul.

Ranging from the foundation and the layout everything and also asked for additional changes. She noted them down diligently.

Haneul then politely asked if she could look around the office to replicate the feel in her design. The man gave her a smirk and gestured his secretary.

He then whispered something to her and she left.

She came back with visitor identity card and placed on his desk. The man then slid the card to her and said she's free to go around the office.

She thanked the man and she left.

She explored the office space . The stale waft of caffeine in the coffee maker hit her face,The disorganized office cubicles,The studio space for recording and interviews,The green screen room, The waiting room she took note of it all.

She then went into one of the rooms and saw a boy band of seven members being interviewed.

She was just in time for the interview as they were giving the introduction.

The leader went HELLO WE ARE in a high tone. The members joined and said WE ARE BTS.

She was never a fan of Korean pop music but was somehow felt drawn to the celebrities in front of her.

The boys did a lot of crazy antics. They were explaining slang terms. The boys came up with crazy examples to explain the terms . Ranging from "my underwear is blue" and the members wildly shouting too much information to "my star sign is virgin" to which Haneul couldn't help but give a laugh.

The boys made her laugh and forgetting herself in the process.

She then left the broadcast space and went to another room. She then politely returned the card and made her way to her office.

She gave the notes to colleagues. They started drafting a plan almost immediately. She extended her working hours so she couldn't go home. She sought comfort in her workspace. A place where she was a refugee but was happy.

Contempt with today's work her colleagues started giving wild reasons to go home early.

One said that he needed to water his dog in his tired state.

The other said I need to mourn for my dead rock.

She rolled her eyes and withdrew herself from her space and went home.

She walked with her colleagues and before she knew she was at her doorstep.

Taking a deep sigh, the lady opened the door ,much to her happiness he wasn't there.

She felt a glimmer of hope. She cleaned herself up and ate Nourriture vieillie left from the fridge.

She sat down on her sofa and then decided to look up about BTS. She watched three episodes of run bts and then listen to a lot of their beautiful song.

She fell asleep and her boyfriend came in to her home. He took her phone and checked her chats. It was almost his regular routine.  Her search history and retired himself to bed.

She sighed at how her relationship boiled down to oblivion.

Three days later Soobin accompanies her to apartment . Earning an outburst from her boyfriend.

She regretted accepting help that day.

She went back to seeing BTS compilation to take her mind off the stuff that caused her pain and listen to their music.

She listened to this one song called Not today . That stuck in her head. The lyrics spoke to her.

She saw a lot of their work which made her enough to realise what was happening with her was wrong .

Decided to fight to take back her control over her life. Cause today she decided to fight.